BFF

In life. .
We meet many people and probably meet new people. .
People say that friends come and go but well, that's life. .
It's always about that circle. . that circle of friends. .
As people grow older or get into different stages of life, they meet new people whom are compatible with them at that stage. . That's how they get close. .
But to people, there are some friends that stick very close to their heart whatever stage they may be in. .
Those are our so called good friends, close friends and well, best friends. .

It is a common story that one can have many friends but only a few really close ones. .
Well, personally, I have many close friends and best friends. .
All which I keep very close to my heart. .
I'll always look out for their interest and wellbeing. . That's my promise. .
And. . to my bestfriend that I particularly miss, u will never be forgotten. .

~~
Even though we argued a little yesterday,
Today, we laugh, hug, and, embrace each other . .
Alright, let's make a promise. .
You are my best friend

Even if your worries may seem trivial,
Don't hold it in,
But share it with me. .
Promise me one more time. .

When you laugh because you're happy, it makes me happy
When you cry because you're upset, my eyes get are teary too. .

There is only one of you in this world my friend
You're my joy and my soul
I'll continue to treasure our importance
I swear to god, I love you my friend. .

I'll be your strength,
I'll always be your best friend

If you find a good movie, song or even a person. .
Make sure you share it with me and we'll share with each other. .
Let's make a promise together. .

LEt's not be stingy and buy each other meals. .
Let's make a pinky promise. .
For me, when you're not here, I feel lonely. .
For me, when you're sick, I can't sleep cause I worry about you. .

With faith and holding hands. .
No matter what, I won't be afraid
The word "frienship" may sound akward but I think that word was created to describe us, my friend. .

There is only only of you in this world, my friend. .
You're my joy and my soul. .
I'll continue to treasure our importance. .
I swear to god, I love you my friend. .
You're my life's present, my friend. .
You're my jewel. .
My miracle. .
I'll protect my appreciative heart
Once again, I swear to you god, I love you. . my friend. .
~~

To all my friends, I love you all. .
Additionally,
To you, I hope u're doing well, and having a better life without me. .

. <3 ~ <3 ~ <3 .

Ho Ho Ho!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!!

May u all have a great xmas and. . get all those wanted pressies. .

Remember,be nice because Santa will only reward the nice and not the naughty :)

I guess. . It's okay. . Even if it hurts

It's okay even if I can't see. .
It's okay even if I can't breathe. .
Only if I could see you just once. .
Only if I could give you all of my heart. .

How long more do I have to wait for the day you'll know of my feelings and heart. .
How much more tears do I have to cry. . so that my tears will dry up?

Am I hurting because I love you?
Is this a punishment for loving you too much?
Even if I had to lose everything,
As long as I have you with me, I'll be fine. .
Even if my heart gets torn and broken from loving you. .
Even if my heart were to wear out from always waiting for you. .
It's okay. . Because I love you. .
It's okay.. Even if it hurts. .

What should I do when I miss you everytime I try to turn away and forget you?
What should I do when you're my one and only everytime I try to stop myself from believing so?

Am I hurting because I love you?
Is this a punishment for loving you too much?
Even if I had to lose everything,
As long as I have you with me, I'll be fine. .
Even if my heart gets torn and broken from loving you. .
Even if my heart were to wear out from always waiting for you. .
It's okay. . Because I love you. .
Its okay. . Even if it hurts. .

Even if it became poison and thorns to me,
I can't stop my love for you. . .
I'll wait for you as long as I have to. .
Even if it hurts, I'll endure it. .
Because I love you more. .
It's okay if I cry. .
And. .
It's okay if it hurts. . .


~♥.♥.♥~

What hurts the most. . ??

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house. .
That don't bother me. .
I can take a few tears now and then. .
And, just let them out. .

I'm not afraid to cry every once in awhile. .
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me. .
There are days every now, and again. .
I pretend that I'm okay. .
But, that's not what gets me. .

What hurts the most. .
Was being so close. .
And having so much to say. .
And, watching u walk away. .

Never knowing. . What could've been. .
And, you not seeing that loving you. .
Is what I was trying to do. .

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go. .
But, I'm doing it. .
It's hard to force a smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone. .
Still harder. . .
Getting up, getting dressed. .
Living up with this regret. .

But, if I know I could do it over. .
I would trade. .
Give away all the words that I saved in my heart. .
That I left unspoken. .

What hurts the most. .
Was being so close. .
And having so much to say. .
And, watching you walk away. .

Never knowing. . What could've been. .
And, you not seeing that loving you. .
Is what I was trying to do. .


What hurts the most????
I would say. . it's the memories. .
When u have the same way of keeping memories like the way I do, it'll just suffocate u. .
I tend to forget the bad memories easily but not the good ones. .
Good or bad?
I don't know. . .


~♥.♥.♥~

The World Is Unfair. . .

U know ppl tend to say:
"good things happen to good people and bad things happen to bad people"

Well, that's bullshit. .
Only a naive little child would believe that. .

People won't remember what you've done for them but they will definitely remember what u have not done for them. .
So, in the end, u're always the devil and ur good thoughts and help will be disregarded. .

You see, in this world, people might do wrong things, take wrong turns, or always be mistaken. .
Well, if they get caught then it's goodbye to them. .
However, the main evil masterminds or just Dr Evils run lose cause they didn't get caught for their actions. .
They're sneaky little devils that know how to work their way around so that they won't get caught. . And if they do, they push the blame to some one else. .

In life especially when many relationships and ties are involved, it's always harder to know the right thing to do. .
You can never please everybody. . Well, so it seems. .
True that. .

Anyway, back to Dr Evils. .
These are the bunch of low-life people that just love to mess other ppls' live up so that they can feel better and see that their life is better than others. .
This wicked technique helps then enjoy their life at the expense of others. .
But, who is to be the hero in this?
The victim will always remain the victim as people tend to judge others too easily. .
They can hear rumours that the victim done this and that which is not true and believe it. .
However, the victims will always wait for the day that their names will be cleared. .
Wait for the day when the "others" will realize that they've had a wrong schema and made wrong judgement towards the victim(s). .

However, it's always more difficult when Dr Evil(s) continue poisoning the brains of others and not let the case rest. .
Then, the victim(s) will slowly become more insignificant. .
No matter how good a person they are, they'll be disregarded and forgotten. .
Only their REAL friends will stand by them and just silently pity them for being in such a situation. .
What can the victim do when he/she isn't given the chance to tell maybe the real story?
Maybe. . the true, uncut story. .
Well, it doesn't always work like that especially when Dr Evil(s) often take the first step to spread the poison. .
The worse part of it all is that. .
They actually do get away with it. .

WHY?
How bout the victims?
Will they be punished and put into such sorrow for something they've not done?
Why is it that they can quickly be disregarded after always doing good deeds and put others's needs and wants above their owns?
Do good things really happen to good people?
Then why is it that such a situation happens?

To make it way way worse. .
The Dr Evil(s) have been cruel and actually created toxins in order to poison the mind of others. .
Behind everything else, they do stuff. .
Stuff that others didn't see, hence agreeing that the real Dr Evils are the victims and the real victims are the Dr Evils. .
Well, it sucks like that, aye?
But, what can we do to turn things around?

At first, I thought that things like these will only happen in movies and dramas. .
You know, those moments when we (audience) get to see both side of the story and the things that has been done by the characters of the show. .
Well, after being a 3rd party "observer/viewer", we can come up with our own conclusions such as who the Dr Evil and real victim are. .
But the other characters in the show can't see that cause the evil things or the good things are done behind closed doors. . So, they see/hear only 1 side of the story. .
People like us will feel like. . "ARGH!!! Heart attack man watching this show. . "
or like "OMG!!! WTH!! SO DUMB". .
Well, we can do that because we know the truth. . The truth behind everything but the "others" in the show do not. .
So, people get victimized, used, disrespected and misunderstood so easily. .
People out there, those scenarios as explained do not only happen in movies. .
They actually occur in real life. . Well, it's unfortunate as we do not very often come across "viewers" that can see the truth and lies behind everything. .

In my life. .
I put others' needs and wants above my own. .
I'd rather suffer in silence to see a TRUE smile on the face of my loved ones. .
Not many people know what I really go through. .
Except probably a few whom know me very well. . .
I don't expect anything in return but I really do wish good things will come to good people so that everyone can just wake up and see the truth behind everything. .
Draw the curtains up and realize the truth themselves. .
Like I said, to the people whom know me very well, we shall all raise our glass to the arrival of that miraculous day where victims won't be victimized and Dr Evils will be punished or taught a lesson to improve their moral and values. .

I will wait patiently for the day where good things will happen to good people. .
Well, who knows. .
Maybe the saying that "good things come to those who wait". . might just be true. .

♥..♥..♥

It's a shame to me. . but, it's a sin to u. .

Let me tell u a story. . .

A long long long long time ago. .
There was this little girl whom never cared about the world and only knew she has 2 pairs of grandparents, 1 father, 1 mother, 1 sister, and 1 brother. .
Well, she did know she had extended family members such as uncles, aunts, and cousins. .
Not the more complex ones like her mum's cousins's daughter's son and all that messy chains of relationship. .
So, she never knew she had relatives such as "granduncles" and "grandaunts". .
Well. . over at her father's side, she had supposedly granduncles and grandaunts. .

Kids never do remember ppl unless the ppl they've met before are significant to them.
As we all know, significance to a kid is such that the person is fun to play with or the person gives us presents, sweets and chocolates. .
Kids are that simple-minded. .

Anyway, back to the story. .
As a kid, she never went back to visit her dad's side of the family as her step grandma refused to carry her elder sis and bro when they were babies. . Hence, the girl's mum did not want to go back to visit on festival seasons anymore. .
Hence, the girl nor her siblings were ever carried by their step grandma. .
So anyway, as she never visited her dad's hometown til she was much older, she never knew her relatives there much except those that has put in effort to come visit as she was young. .
Well, she has very fond memories of her granduncle and grandaunt that came to visit her as a baby and even as she was growing up. .
She remembers that big (for a young kid), white teddy bear with red paws and nose that they gave to her when she was very young. .
They cared for her and her family and often takes the initiative to come down to visit whenever they can. .
That's why she can remember them and have attached feelings towards them despite never ever visiting her dad's hometown. .

Many years later, the family decided to visit her dad's hometown for a festival season. .
That was the first year she was exposed to many new faces. .
Many relatives she never ever knew she had. .
But, as the exposure was late, she didn't have much feelings attached to them. . Just that respect. .
And she never fails to smile or try to communicate to them. .
However, she was overjoyed when she met that granduncle and grandaunt that often visited her for years. .
It then became a routine to always visit that granduncle and grandaunt at least twice in the period of time they visited her dad's hometown. .
That carried on for years.. .

Many many many weeks ago, her granduncle fell down and cracked his hip bone. .
His children refused to send him to the hospital and insisted to give him HOME therapeutic massage. .
Even though it hurt like hell, he kept quiet and tried his best to stand the pain juse to please them. .
Suddenly, he fell again and this time he was admitted into a hospital. .
The doctors diagnosed a cracked hip bone and he had to stay in the hospital for a bit. .
Btw, he needed to undergo dialysis as well (had to for a year plus already)
So, to cut the story shorter. .
His condition deteriorated and he was weak as he couldn't eat much and all that, hence not being able to complete his dialysis sessions. .
His condition wasn't bad actually but his youngest daughter always insisted to send him home so he could die at home. .
Excuse me, he wasn't even near death. . He was far far far from it. .
Anyway, all his other useless children never stood for their father and let the dumbass daughter brainwash them with her psycho way. .
I personally diagnosed she has schizophrenia due to her having delusions. . (who knows this psychology student might just be right). .
So, they discharged him when they shouldn't have. .
He went home. . and a few hours later, his BP raised to 200 and was quickly re-admitted into another hospital as his crazy daughter didn't want him to be admitted into the previous hospital. .
WRONG MOVE DUMBASS!
The new hospital doesn't have a dialysis room. . OMG!! NO BRAINS. .
Then, he was still okay at first. .
a few days later, he had a mild stroke. .
During that period of time, she kept brainwashing her siblings and her mum. .
Even her eldest sister did not utilize her power to make decisions for her dad and just sat at the corner. .
Luckily, he woke up again. .
However, the fighting among family members continued and they all became pessimistic. .
They all gave up on him one by one. .
No hospitals in that town wanted to accept him for dialysis. .
It wasn't his fault. .
His children made big mistakes. . .
Nevertheless, he wasn't near death at all. .
They just couldn't see it that way. .
From what I see, it seemed that the youngest daughter wanted him dead!
She even booked to go on a holiday next month. .
That only means she wanted him dead. .
It's because if they wanted him to recover, it's a long process as they need to think of alternatives and look into sending him to other hospitals. .
It was possible to send him to other hospitals but they turned down help from their other relatives. .
They gave up on him. .
Everybody told them that he still had life!
It was darn obvious he was fighting for his life. .
Others were so concerned over it and told them not to give up. .
Motivated them. .
His youngest daughter seemed like she wanted him dead. .
His wife didn't seem to care anymore. .
His other children were demotivated and brainwashed til they didn't wanna continue fighting. .
The only ppl fighting was himself and other relatives. .
How can that be?

He fought and fought and fought. .
On the 21st November 2010, his family discharged him becauyse they didn't want to help him til' the point he deteriorated quickly. .
He had no sicknesses. .
He was just in a mild coma and couldnt' speak for himself but he kept fighting to have lasted so long. .
On the 22nd November 2010, 10 am. . He passed away in front of his dumbass daughter, his stupid daughter-in-law (she added lots of crap to demotivate them and she seemed like she wanted him dead as well), and his useless grandson. .

That girl was sad. .
On the 21st of November, she thought of him after hearing the news that he deteriorated so much and he will probably "go" soon. .
She had a bad day . .
She cried and cried and cried just thinking about it. .
However, on the 22nd of November, when she heard the news that he has passed away, she never shed any tears at all. .
She can't believe it. .
How can his own children and wife let go of him. .
And come on, he died because of????
No major illness, no major complications. .
It's cause he gave up loooking at how his children treat him. .

BTW. .
That girl is me. .
I will never ever forget my granduncle. .
I will never forgive what they've done to him. .
As distant relatives, my family and I have no say and no power to make decisions on his behalf. .
We gave them many great workable ideas. .
My parents went back to stop his children from killing him by trying to knock some sense into them. .
Well, it worked for a little while but still. .
That's what they decided in the end. .
We all know he can be saved. .
We guaranteed them that. .
They had nothign to lose. .
Nothing at all. .
But, all together, they decided to let him go. .
Why?
For his money?
I don't know. .
I don't want to know. .
What I know now is that they're inhumane. .
I've lost my dear dear granduncle. .
Just like that. .
I will never forgive them. .

It's a shame they let him go. .
It's a shame they gave up. .
It's a shame he has such children. .

But it's a sin to them. .
A BIG BIG SIN to let him go. .
They all knew he can live at least another good 8 years. .
WHY?
Now, this will haunt them for the rest of their lives and. .
Karma will bite them where it hurts most. .


That's the end of my story. .
Sorry there isn't any happy ending to it..


No one has the right to decide on someone's life or death. .
May my granduncle rest in peace. .

~ ♥♥♥ ~

Stars, stars, stars. . . *

1. . 2. . 3. .
Again. . .
1. . 2. . 3. .
Stars, I'm going crazy. .



No matter how many times I look at u, I cant see u. .
Owh baby. .
Because of the tears in my eyes. .
All because of you. .
My crying face that is reflected above the spread letters. .
Owh baby. .
I promised myself I wouldn't cry again. .
But. .I'm still crying again and again. .

What should I do?
I dont know what to do. . what to do. .
This is ME. .
I don't know why I'm going crazy like this. .
All because of you. .
It's really because of you. .
I can't do anything. .

I love you as much as the stars, stars, stars, stars
Were you ever here?
I came from afar to search for you. .
You. . You're that far shining star. .

Stars, stars, stars,
No matter what I say, I can't seem to really express myself. .
Now, I'm frustrated. .
What should I do?

No matter how many times I count, I can't see the end. .
Owh. . baby. .
I think it's because of all the memories filled in my heart. .
I. . think of you again. .
I couldn't say all the things I wanted to say. .
So, I just keep saying it to myself. .
Owh. . baby. .
I want you back. .
I want you back at my side. .

I'm pleading to you. .
Please. .
I'm pleading to you. .
To the sky. .
I send my prayers to the sky. .
The one who cares for me. .
Who??
Send him to me please. .

Stars, stars, stars. .
Tell me please. .
Talk to me. .
Is it over?
Is that how it is?
Answer me, please talk to me. .
Don't just smile at me. .

Stars, stars, stars,
I'm pleading to you. .
Even if it's only once,
Let me fly to be with my love. ..

Star, star, star. .
Star, star, star. .

I love you as much as the stars, stars, stars. .
Were you ever here?
I came from afar. . just to search for. .
You. .
You're that far shining star. .

Stars, stars, stars,
No matter what I say, I can't seem to express myself. .
I'm so frustrated now. . .
What should I do??


The main question: Am I happy? Why? How?
If answers to puzzles and problems were so easy, life would be much simpler like it should be. .

♥.♥.♥

Can You Hear Me ??

Even though it hurts but a little,
Tears form. .
My heart screams out. .
If I passed in front of you, or even just beside you. .

You were my whole world,
I want only you. .
But I can't breathe when I'm in front of you. .

As if you weren't my destiny,
As if this was just a fleeting moment. .
Next to you, who just let me go so easily,
I go closer to you, step by step. .
Although, I can't move at all. ..

You make me restless,
You make me cry. . .
Like a fool,
Like a child. . .
I would want to just laugh it off instead. . .

The closer I get to you,
Although. . I get more scared,
I guess. . .
I can't stop this love. . .

Why is it just my love that is late?
Why is it just my love that is hard?
Although I'm right in front of you,
Although I'm right beside you. .

You were my whole world,
I see only you. .
But when I'm in front of you,
I always look away. .

As if you were my last,
As if you were my very last moment. .
Next to you, who just let me go so easily. . .
I go closer to you again, step by step. .
Although, I can't move at all. .

You make me restless,
You make me cry..
Like a fool,
Like a child. . .
I would really want to just laugh it off instead. .

The closer I get to you,
Although. . I get more scared. .
I guess. .
I can't stop this love. .

If even from a long distance,
I could look upon you. .
That's what you'll call. . love

If perhaps this yearning. .
This longing. .
When it sounds. . when it touches. .
Please just act like you didn't know. .

Although the closer I get to you, I get more scared. .
I guess. .
I can't stop this love. .



Can you hear me cry myself to sleep?
Can you hear the little soft sobs as tears fall down for no obvious reasons?
It's been a long time since I cried myself to sleep. .
Some things just don't change. .
Emotional creatures like me will always remain an emotional creature. .

~ ♥ ~

How many times can I break til' I shatter??

In a way, I need a change from this burnout scene
Another time. .
Another town. .
Another everything. .
But it's always back to u. .

Stumble out, in the night from the pouring rain
Made the block,
Sat and thought. .
There's more I need. .
It's always back to u. .

But I'm good without u. .
Yea, I'm good without u. .

How many times can I break til' I shatter?
Over the line, can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around. .
Give me a break, let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered
I always. . .turn the car around. .

I had no idea. .
That the night would take so damn long
Took it out, on the street while the rain still falls. .
Push me back to u. ..

But I'm good without u. .
Yea, I'm good without u. .

How many times can I break til' I shatter?
Over the line, can't define what I'm after. .
I always turn the car around. .
Give me a break, let me make my own pattern. .
All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered..
I always. . turn the car around. .

No. .
Don't wanna turn that car around. .
I gotta turn this thing around. .

~ ♥ ~

Turn Back Time. . ?

Have u ever had any regrets in life?
Done something wrong and told urself "I shouldn't have done that" ??

Have u ever wished of building a time machine so u could just go back into the past??
Go back so that u would have another go at it?
Or do something bout it?
Or not do that "something" u regret doing?

I'm sure all of us have our own regrets. .
I personally have plenty. .
Many of which I have no control over. .
Some which I have control over if I did assert control over it, which due to my personality, I let it be and didn't do anything about it. . .

So, what do we do when we have regrets?
It haunts us deeply. .
It haunts us almost everytime. .
Honestly, I have no idea. .
A friend of mine told me "just let it be and see whether the river takes u to"
Well, I've been doing that. .
So, what now??


xo-s

Why Are Hugs Comforting?

You know those times when u're just so down that u don't feel like doing anything at all?
Times when u've just got so much on ur mind but u can't tell anybody?
Times when u just sit, stare blankly at the ceiling and tears just fall down like that?
Times when u want to just hide under the blanket and escape from the world?
Times when u scream into ur pillow so that nobody would hear u?
Times when u feel like u want to be alone . . .
Just for a moment. .
BUT. .

someone offers u a hug. .
suddenly, u just let it all out. .
cry ur heart out even though no words have been spoken. .
just holding on so tightly and u've no idea what's running through ur mind at that moment. .
the "hugger" pats u on the back or head and tries to either comfort u or just be there for u. .
THEN. .
u'll just stop crying whether after an hour, half an hour, or just a couple of minutes. .

The next thing u know, u'll feel so much better. .
WHY ARE HUGS COMFORTING?
Is it because we feel that there is someone out there that cares for us?
or someone out there who will want to be there for us?
or just because there is just someone who is there at that moment and is concerned bout us?

Well, let's try a different scenario. .
Sometimes when we're just sooo down, we tend to hug a bolster or maybe a teddy bear. .
Just hug it sooo tightly. .
cry. .
or maybe fall asleep while crying. .

Owh wait. . hugs are even comforting when we're nervous or scared. .
Well, I'm not sure if its a general thing but I hug stuff when I'm scared. .
Like when I watch horror movies, I hug pillows and whoever that is sitting beside me (my friend that is. . ><)
Just grab onto an arm and hide behind it somehow. .
I dont know but somehow it's kind of a natural reaction to me. .
Even when I'm nervous. .
For example, I'll hug my bag or my book when I'm waiting outside the exam hall. .
Thoughts of "oh no" and "oh shit" keeps running through my mind. .

PHEW. .

ehem. .
soooo. .
WHY ARE HUGS COMFORTING?
Go figure. .


♥~ ♥ ~ ♥

Can two hearts beat as one. . ?

Everyday, ppl get together or/and break up. .
We tend to ask. . .
"Can two hearts beat as one?"

When I see a couple both say "I do", I always think to myself. .
"What made them so sure?"
Is it just a feeling?
Well, feelings can change over time aye. .
Is it because of love?
Love is not forever tooo. .

I may be a pessimist but hey, that's life!!
Life can be a big B !
One can say I love u "forever". .
But what happens when their "forever" is over?
There would be more broken-hearted ppl in this world, aye. .?

Soooooooooo, can ppl really compromise with each other and understand each other inside out?
I'm sure after hanging out a lot and being in a long relationship, ppl would know their partner's habits, how they do stuff, and how they think. .

BUT. .
Both partners have been brought up in a different way. .
Both partners have things they like when the other doesn't
Both partners have own views and sometimes it's against the view of the other. .
Both partners had different ways of living their life before they decided to get together. .

So, can both parties really compromise?
Are both parties really willing to share their lives with one another?

Personally, I think it's imperative that both parties incorporate the life of two into one. .
If they think that "hey. . that's the way I've lived so don't come into my life and change it". .
Then, they're not ready to open their life to their partner. .

Why be in a relationship when u're not willing to make two lives into one?
It's just going to be a selfish relationship, wouldnt it?
It may be hard at first but by the time both parties decide to get together, they SHOULD BE ready to SHARE their lives and CHANGE it so that it can fit two ppl, NOT ONE. .
It's because before getting together, there is AMPLE TIME for courtship where both parties get to know one another better. .


So, there is close to no excuse to not open ur life to ur partner. .
and. .
Make two hearts beat as one. .
Then, that would be not only ur heaven but BOTH of ur heaven ~


lotsa love from mskimmy. .
.x.o.

Cherish?

Making a decision in life is never easy. .
Sometimes when u think too long about it, u might just overthink it. .
Sometimes when u think too little about it, it might have been a rash decision. .
So, how would we know that the decisions we make are the right ones?

Personally, I'm a really bad decision maker. .
I'm really indecisive and I think I'm an emotional decision maker. .
It's always the feelings that influence my decision. .
Also, it's the people. .
Sometimes I decide such to make others happy. .
However, it really depends what sort of decision it is. .
If it's about big stuff like a group assignment or such, I become rather dominating and I suddennly can make decisions. .

But if it's about my life, then. . there's a huge problem. .
In the past, I've made many wrong decisions. .
Sometimes once the decision is made, it's too late to turn back. .
We always wonder where the road we didn't choose will lead us to. .

I've made rather big decisions. .
But. . I can't confirm whether it's been highly influenced or not. .
Sometimes I wish u'll be more sensitive. .
I just feel that sometimes when ppl get what they want, they forget how hard they've worked to get it and just slack off at their achievement. .
Slowly, a gap is formed. . And if the person doesn't realize it sooner, the gap will slowly and slowly grow wider. .
Their achievement will just sit in pain. Whether material items or just anything. .

Why do people forget what they promised themselves to do. .
Why do people treat something they finally get, worse ??
Like a puppy, first, they smother the puppy with love and spend hours with it.
Months later, u'll see the puppy running around, playing alone in the garden while the owner carries on with his or her life. .

Why can't people see that once they get something they've worked so hard for, they shouldn't be overjoyed til' they forget the importance and existence of it. .

People get thrilled by desires. .
But the thrill slowly wears off after they feel they've made an achivement to obtain the desired. .
There is no break in life and nothing lasts forever. .


One day we might all just wake up and realize the people and things we've been taking for granted. .
Or maybe just realize the "wrong things" we've done that we've always thought was right. .


life goes on
. x.o .

Another heaven. . .

You replaced, this moment. . the emptiness of my life. . .
The question suddenly found and answer, understood without explanations. . .

Your smile is a secret code. .
I would never have dreamt of going through all the joys we had. .
I want to forever halt time at this moment. . .

You brought into my life, colours. . again ~

It's you who guided me to find another heaven
Another heaven far more beautiful than I ever imagined
This heaven we can both hug and carry together, feels like a dream as it's filled with endless joy

I believe you're my "another heaven"
The love you gave to me is soooo pure. .
Because of u, this heaven exists and love is a straight road there. .
Because of u, this heaven exists. . I only want to accompany u by ur side. .

I wait. .
For the excitement of meeting again the next moment. .
Loving you more and more everyday. .
Impatience when waiting to see u is all that I felt. .

Because of u, all of my life turns to the same page, same channel . .
The page and channel where I feel happiness in my life. .
And this happiness is having u. . .
Honestly, I'm so insignificant in this world. .
But. . loving u is the the most imperative thing among everything else. .

I want to carefull read and wait for our tomorrow. .
In this heaven of mine u brought me to. .
Where u're my "another heaven". .

♥ . ♥ . ♥

What if. . There is no IF in love?

What if I said that there's no IF in loving me?
If you let the chance pass, there wouldn't be another. .
Would you be upset?
If IF was used as an excuse. .
Wouldn't that be a little feeble?

What if I said that there's no IF in loving me?
If you really love me, then take the risk and seize the chance. .
What are you still thinking about? What are you still afraid of?
Hurry. .
Come, take my hand. .

Someone once said. . The greatest distance in this world is not life and death. .
But. . It's when I'm standing in front of you but you don't know that. . I love you.

I always say. .
If people have to always hold themselves back even when they love someone, then the end of the world is here already.
There is no need to wait for the Earth's destruction. .

What if I said that there's no IF in loving me?
If you let the chance pass, there wouldn't be another. .
Would you be upset?
If IF was used as an excuse. .
Wouldn't that be a little feeble?

What if I said that there is no IF in loving me?
If you really love me, then take the risk and seize the chance. .
What are you still thinking about? What are you still afraid of?
Hurry. . .
Come. .
Take my hand. . .


~.x.o.~

Old Is Gold. . .

I miss the old timess. .
Times when we can just hang around and talk all night long about crappy stuff and plain rubbish. .
Times when we just tell each other about our life, our childhood, and just any memories we have. .
Times when u're just sooo sweet and caring. .
Times when we just share out opinions and thoughts. . Little arguments at times but. . owh well. .
Times when we teach each other stuff. .
Times when u say the oddest things which doesn't makes sense and makes me laugh cause of how silly u are. .
Times when u just tell me how u actually feel and what's on that mind of urs. .
Times when u share ur problems with me. .
Times when we were both there for each other. .
Times when u encouraged me even though I was giving up on work or stuff. .
Times when we just spend time with one another, getting to know each other better. .
Or. . just times when we are with one another whether physically or not. . .

I miss the old times. .
I miss the old U. .
Unless maybe it's me that has changed and became MORE impatient, easily agitated, or just over-sensitive. .
I'm sure I AM impatient, easily agitated, and overly sensitive. .

But. .
I miss the old U still. . .
What happened ??
I know people say, shit happens. .
Life is a big B. . .
But. .
It goes one. .

Kimmy is gonna try make the better out of it. .
I hope it'll work out. .
Patience is a virtue. . Well, at least it is to me. . .

:)

~.x.o.~

Hold Back?

Sometimes. .
I get over-excited!
I just want to give give give and want some sayang and manja. . love and care. .

But. .
What's the equilibrium of it?
What is the mid-point that cuts off going overboard and doing too little?

I just want to be who I am. .
I just want to feel free and be free. .
I just want to love, hopefully be loved back in return, and just be the best I can be for people whom are in my heart and around me. .


So, what would be my best equilibrium point to make me the best I can be??

xo-s

How Does It Feel Like. . ?

How does it feel like to be in love. . ?
I can't really remember how it is supposed to taste like. .

Why is it that I become a totally uncontrollable person when I'm in love?
Why is it that love makes people so silly. . So irrational. . so dumb?
Is the power of love that strong?

Why is it that everytime it doesn't seem right continuing but u can't let go?
It's like I don't have the courage to just stop it right there and go on with life. .
I think it's cause I'm in love..
Or is it because I'm just scared of regrets?

In first place, I am not confident in GUYS anymore. .
How much can a guy love a girl?
Will that love be true?
Will he be sincere?
Does he really love u and is sincere or its just a face?
Will he keep to his promises?
Can u trust what he says?
Can u believe that he will be THE ONE and will always love u like he claimed he will?

Don't say u love me unless u mean it. . or. . I might do something stupid like believing it. .
I don't know anymore. .
I can't put myself to trust a guy and what he says. .
I'm too vulnerable. .
Sometimes, when it seems that I've "recovered". . .
Disappointments will just hit me. . slap me left and right. .
And I'll fall deeper and deeper than where I was at previously. .

So. .
How does it really feel like to fall in love?
Aren't people in love supposed to be happy together no matter what?




"True love is like ghosts. . everyone talks about it but few have seen it"
xo-s

Is there something more?

I lie awake again. .
My body's feeling paralysed.
I can't remember when,
I didn't live through this disguise.
The words you said to me,
They couldn't set me free
I'm stuck here in this life I didn't ask for

There must be something more. .
Do we know what we're fighting for?
Breathe in. . . Breathe out. .
Breathe in. . .Breathe out. .

And all these masks we wore,
We never knew what we had in store
Breathe in. . .Breathe out
Breathe in. . .Breathe out. . .

The storm is rolling in
The thunder is loud, it hurts my ears. . .
I'm paying for my sins,
And it's gonna rain for years and years

I fooled everyone. . and now, what will I become?
I have to start this over. .
I have to start this over. .

There must be something more. .
Do we know what we're fighting for?
Breathe in. . .Breathe out
Breathe in. . .Breathe out. . .

And all these masks we wore,
We never knew what we had in store. .
Breathe in. . .Breathe out. . .
Breathe in. . .Breathe out. . .

I fooled everyone. . and now, what will I become?
I have to start this over. .
I have to start this over. .

There must be something more. .
Do we know what we're fighting for?
Breathe in. . Breathe out
Breathe in. . Breathe out. . .

All all these masks we wore,
We never knew what we had in store. .
Breathe in. . Breathe out. .
Breathe in. . .Breathe out. .
There must be something more. .
Breathe in. . Breathe out
Breathe in. . Breathe out. . . . . .
There must be something more ~

11 Roses & 1 Fake Rose

The story of the 11 roses and 1 fake rose. . .
amusing. .
corny. . ?
very very touching. .
sincere. . .
sweet. . .

The hidden meaning behind it. . ?

"I will love u til' the very last rose dies"

As the last rose (fake rose) will never die. .
It only means that "I will love u forever". .

1 year has passed. .

It's been a year since I've been sulking over us. .
It's been a year since I've been waiting for the day for u to come home to me. .
It's been a year since everything was wonderful. .
It's been a year since u called me baby. .
It's been a year since everything was sooo close to perfect. .

However. .
It's been a year since u broke my heart. .
It's been a year since u wanted to stop the perfection. .
It's been a year since u walked away. .
It's been a year since I ever smiled so sincerely without feeling a tinge of unhappiness in me. .
It's been a year since I cry and cried a river. . .cried til' when I wanna cry, there are no tears. .
It's been a year since we were one. .

I. . .
never changed. .

I probably don't regret trying and trying again. .
Trying to make us one. .
I gave it my all. .
I never did that for anyone before. .
U're my first
U're the first
U're the first one I loved sooooo much. .
U're the first one who could hurt me soooo much too. .
I guess. . the more u care and love, the more it'll hurt. .

I looked past ur mistakes, did u look past mine?
Everyone makes mistakes and everyone deserves another chance. .
So do I. .

Sometimes, ppl ask me why I'm still stuck. .
I can't answer them. .
I don't even know why. .
Maybe it's cause I love him that much. .

My girlfriend asked me how can I stil be stuck despite being hurt over and over again. .
I don't know. .

The one thing I hope is that I can wake up from this. .
He can wake up from it and. .
We can all walk a mile in each other's shoes. .
Then, he will understand that everything I ever did. .was sincere and I really wanted it to happen. .
I in those months never did anything wrong to him. . The months he worngly assumed my sincereity. . or what it is I really wanted. .
And I. . might understand him and why he did what he did. .

I made couple of wrong turns but we all did. .
It's just a matter of making the wrong turn, the right turn. .
Forgiving is easy. . forgetting. . that's another story. .
IF u can't forget, u can't give someone another chance. .

Will that be a regret?
Is that worth it?

Food for thought. .


My regret?
Not trying harder than I did. .
Maybe one day when things settle and ur mind is clear. . u will know how much I love u and how much I will sacrifice for u. .
maybe. . just maybe..


Sorry for hurting u. . I never intended to. .
Sorry for not trying harder. .
Also. . all I ever thought of doing was to make u happy. .
U can scoff at it but that's the truth. .
(it's a secret but hey. . one leak. . everything I did was for u)


~♥ ♥ ♥~

You said that I'm tied together with a smile. . but I'm coming undone. .

Seems the only one who doesn't see your beauty
Is the face in the mirror looking back at you
You walk around here thinking you're not pretty
But that's not true, cause I know you

Hold on baby you're losing it
The water's high you're jumping in to it
And letting go and no one knows
That you cry but you don't tell anyone
That you might not be the golden one
And you're tied together with a smile but you're coming undone

Guess its true that love is all you wanted
Cause you're giving it away like it's extra change
Hoping it will end up in his pocket
But he leaves you out like a penny in the rain
Oh cause it's not his price to pay
It's not his price to pay

Hold on baby you're losing it
The water's high you're jumping in to it
And letting go and no one knows
That you cry but you don't tell anyone
That you might not be the golden one
And you're tied together with a smile but you're coming undone

oh oh oh oh
Hold on baby you're losing it
The water's high you're jumping in to it
And letting go and no one knows
That you cry but you don't tell anyone
That you might not be the golden one
And you're tied together with a smile but you're coming undone

oh oh oh oh
You're tied together with a smile but you're coming undone




I hate to admit it. .
You're right. .
~♥ ♥ ♥~

You're nothing but a lie. . .

I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?

I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone

I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know. . I knowww. .
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)

You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean

How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
Could you be more obscene?
So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
I know you're nothing but a lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
Your love is just a. . LIE


We agreed that the biggest mistakes I've ever made. . .
One, I fell in love with the wrong person. .
Two, I should never have trusted you. .
Three, I should have left and kept my pride before u decide to mess with it and disrespect me. .
Four, I never should've let u play me out. .
Five, I should've left before you told the whole world what a bitch I am when I'm not. . . (just to make urself look and feel better, well, maybe)
Six
Seven
Eight
Nine
Ten. .
Loving u and caring for u was my biggest mistake. .
So, stop disrespecting me even if u don't love me. .
Because it's very sinful as all I've ever done for you was sincere. .
My love is just your personal ego boost. .
Wake up and start being humane again. .

It's alright because I like the way it hurts. . .

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
That’s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
That’s alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie. . .

I can’t tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like and right now it’s a steel knife in my windpipe
I can’t breathe but i still fight while i can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it’s like i’m in flight
High off of love drunk from my hate
It’s like I’m huffin’ paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before i’m about to drown, he resuscitates me, he friggin hates me
And I love it, "wait, where you goin?"
"I’m leavin’ you"
"No you ain’t come back"
We're runnin’ right back, here we go again
So insane, cause when it’s goin’ good its goin’ great
I’m superwoman with the wind in her back
He’s Lois Lanebut when its bad its awful
I feel so ashamed I snap
"Whose that dude?"
I don’t even know him

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
That's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
That's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie. . .

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you're with them you meet and neither one of you even know what hit them
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get them
Mow you’re getting frigging sick of lookin’ at them
You swore you’d never hit em, never do nothin’ to hurt them
Now you’re in each other’s face spewin’ venom in your words when you spit em
You push pull each other’s hair
Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
So lost in the moments when you’re in emit’s the face that’s the culprit, controls ya both
So they say it’s best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don’t know you
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it’s a different day
Sound like broken records playin’ over
But you promised her next time you’ll show restraint
You don’t get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that’s why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
It's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear my cry
It's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie. . .

Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn’t mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper’s just as bad as mine is
You’re the same as me when it comes to love you’re just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn’t you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn’t as crazy as it seems
Maybe that’s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don’t you hear sincerity in my voice when i talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I’m pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won’t be no next time
I apologize even though I know its lies

Today. .

is the 8th of August. .

It could be just another ordinary day for other ppl but to me. . .
The importance of the existence of today is. . indescribable. .

Whether just a same, plan old day or not. . .
I wish u. .
Happy 8th of August.

Thank u for making the 2 past 8th of August special to us.


~♥ ♥ ♥~

Love. . hurts. .

Tonight we drink to youth

And holding fast to truth

I don't want to lose what I had as a girl

My heart still has a beat

But. . love is now a feat

As common as a cold day in L.A.

Sometimes when I am alone, I wonder. .

"Is there a spell that I am under. .

Keeping me from seeing the real thing??"



Love hurts. .

But, sometimes it's a good hurt

And it feels like I'm alive

Love sings. .

When it transcends the bad things

Have a heart and try me

Cause without love. . I won't survive. .



I'm fettered and abused

I stand naked and accused

Should I surface this one "man" submarine?

I only want the truth

So, tonight we drink to youth!

I'll never lose what I had as a girl

Sometimes when I am alone, I wonder. .

"Is there a spell that I'm under. .

Keeping me from seeing the real thing??"



Love hurts. .

But, sometimes it's a good hurt

And it feels like I'm alive.

Love sings. .

When it transcends the bad things

Have a heart and try me

Cause without love. . I won't survive. . .

Just stop and stare. . .

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years

Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stareI think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What u need, what u need...

Stop and stareI think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...


IMY. .
~♥ ♥ ♥~

Injustice. . .

Pure domination by u guys. .
None of us had a chance to step in. .
Now u all control everything ??

Many of us have better backgrounds or at least experience. .
Just cause u all planned out everything and came in as if nothing happened, we all tested our luck. .
In the end, nobody bothered to try after seeing the same trend happen continuously. .
I'm not pissed at u. . I'm pissed at the fact u all planned it all out and strategised. . U all want to dominate everything. . U all never gave them a chance. . I seriously don't care but at least give others a chance. .

Still, u're my friend. .
I should support u. .
I'll support u. .
U came and asked me out for dinner right after that. .
I'm sorry. . At that moment I was just too pissed off. .

This injustice serves as a motivation to me. .
The rest of us can do it too !!
Let's start training!

~♥ ♥ ♥~

Is it true. .

that. .

When there's a will, there's a way?

Then. . when are u going to magically appear in front of my eyes?

~♥ ♥ ♥~

wo. . kai bu liao kou. .

cai li kai mei duo jiu jiu kai shi dan xin jin tian de ni guo de hao bu hao
zheng ge hua mian shi ni xiang ni xiang de shui bu zhao
zui du du na ke ai de mo yang hai you zai ni shen shang xiang xiang de wei dao
wo de kuai le shi ni xiang ni xiang de du hui xiao

mei you ni zai wo you duo nan ao
(mei you ni zai wo you duo nan ao duo fan nao)
mei you ni fan wo you duo fan nao
(mei you ni fan wo you duo fan nao duon an ao)
chuan guo yun ceng wo shi zhao nu li xiang ni ben pao
ai cai song dao ni que yi zai bie ren huai bao

jiu shi kai bu le kou rang ta zhi dao
wo yi ding hui he hu zhao ni ye dou ni xiao
ni dui wo you duo zhong yao wo hou hui mei rang ni zhi dao
an jing de ting ni sa jiao kan ni shui zhao yi zhi dao lao

jiu shi kai bu le kou rang ta zhi dao
jiu shi na me jian dan ji ju wo ban bu dao
zheng ke xin xuan zai ban kong wo zhi neng gou yuan yuan kan zhao
zhe xie wo dou zuo de dao dan na ge ren yi jing bu shi wo

3 steps. . 2 hearts. . 1 love. .

I was nurtured

I was sheltered

I was curious and young

I was searching for that something

Trying to find it on the run

Oh and just when I stopped looking

I saw just how far I'd come

In this life

In this life

You give me love

You give me light

Show me everything's been happening

You've opened up my eyes

I'm Following

Three steps fight an honest fight

Two hearts that can start a fire

One love is all I need . . .

In this life

I have faltered

I have stumbled

I have found my feet again

I've been angry

I've been shaken

Found a new place to begin

My persistence to make a difference

Has led me safe into your hands

In this life

In this life

You give me love
You give me light
Show me everything's been happening
You've opened up my eyes
I'm Following
Three steps fight an honest fight
Two hearts that can start a fire
One love is all I need . . .
In this life

I was put here for a reason

I was born into this world

And I'm living and I'm believing

I was meant to be your girl

In this life

~♥ ♥ ♥~

I'll Be There

Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I can't help but ask myself how much I let the fear
Take the wheel and steer

It's driven me before
And it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal
But lately I'm beginning to find that I. . .
Should be the one behind the wheel

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes . . yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there. . .~

So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive?

It's driven me before
And it seems to be the way that everyone else gets around
But lately I'm beginning to find that. . .
When I drive myself my light is found

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes. . yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there~

Would you choose water over wine
Hold the wheel and drive
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes. . yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there. .



promised, promising and will promise. .
*pinkie promise*

~♥ ♥ ♥~

Realise. . .

What am I to you ?
Who am I to you?
How important am I to you?
How much do you love me?

I just realised. .
It's all different from. .
What u are to me. .
Who u are to me. .
How important u are to me. .
How much love I have for u. .

U are. .
my first love. .
U are. . .
the one in my heart. .
U are. .
very very very very very very. . infinitely. . important to me. . .
And I. . .
have just too much love for u. .

No words can describe this feeling. .
No more expression can shadow this. . .

Thank u. .
me love. . .

WHY?

how can this happen?
why ?
the one i love. . pushing me elsewhere. .
i never chose between anybody. .
i never chose. .
why is it that it seems like i made a choice and chose?
the fact is. . i never did. .

and. .
i still feel for u. .
why roll me away?

July 18

It's my birthday. .
and I really wanna get with u. ..

duu duu. .

~♥ ♥ ♥~

I found. . .

the meaning and the goal of my life. . .

Why do I live?
Why that despite not having what I want in my life. .
Why that despite things not going the way I see or want it to be. .
I live. . .

I live for YOU. .
I live for him. .
I live for her. .
I live for all of u. .

I live to love. .

~♥ ♥ ♥~

Do You Believe In Hosroscopes. .??

As I was chilling around. . I bumped into an interesting MSN horoscope compatibility with your partner thingy which made curious about finding out more! I actually tried it out. . ahh.. .not what I wanted it to be. . :( buuuuuuuuuuuu!!!

But hey. . how accurate can all "these" things be, aye?
It's whether you believe it or not and make believe of it. .

Heehee. . Then, I went on to finding more about my own horoscope (Cancer) and it seems pretty accurate. . This is not a form of advertising okay!! >< I'm SERIOUS!!!!! It was accurate that I couldn't really digest it myself. . This is looking into the mirror in a way. . heehee. . :P
As it seemed pretty accurate for me, I thought that I'd that the initiative to search on other horoscropes as well so maybe. . others can check on their own horoscope conveniently. . :))


Enjoy~

i) Aquarius

Your element: Air
Your ruling planets: Uranus
Symbol: The Water Bearer
Your stone: Amethyst
Life Pursuit: To understand life's mysteries
Vibration: High frequency
Aquarian's Secret Desire: To be unique and original

Description: Special note for Aquarians: With the new Millennium heralding the Dawn of the Age of Aquarius, at this time, ready or not, your sign is regarded as the zodiac's leader. You are the trendsetter for the future and because of this high responsibility, many under born your sign will be undergoing at this time, as we approach the Millennium, the pressure of personal change (particularly in your values and what makes you content and happy). Yours has always been a philanthropic sign. Now more than ever these qualities will be highlighted.

Those born under the sign of Aquarius not only march to a different drummer, they make up new music as they go along. They are 'mind oriented' individuals, whose thoughts never stop tick-tocking over. Because of their high focus on intellectual exploration, many inventors, eccentrics and highly original trailblazers are born under this sign. Their intense ability to live on many mental levels, holds both pain and pleasure for Aquarians. For example, in the American Hall of Fame there are more Aquarians than any other sign, yet statistics reveal that in mental institutions there are more Aquarians than any other sign too. Many extremes can surround this sign and these extremes can take them to both heaven and hell.

But in everyday terms, most Aquarians are extremely humanitarian and often involved in social programs that assist others. They can also be objective in judgement, for they never let their emotions get in the way. Outgoing and amiable, Aquarians attract friends wherever they go and those whom Aquarians befriend have their unswerving loyalty.

Aquarians are the zodiac's most mysterious and unusual people - and no two are anything alike. Those born under this sign - ruled by innovative and non-conformist Uranus - march to the beat of their own drum. They see life in a different way. Others quite frequently think their habits and ideas are eccentric or crazy in some way, but it is this uniqueness that makes them so special. The Aquarian mind is extremely quick and they never seem to stop thinking (it is interesting to note that many born under this sign suffer from insomnia.) Aquarians usually have strong political, environmental or social beliefs. But whether it is a relationship, career or cause - Aquarians are happiest when they have "something" to believe in and nurture


ii) Pisces

Your element: Water
Your ruling planets: Neptune
Symbol: The Fish
Your stone: Bloodstone
Life Pursuit: To avoid feeling alone and instead feel connected to others and the world at large
Vibration: Erratic Energy levels
Pisces Secret Desire: To live their dreams and turn fantasies into realities.

Description: Mysterious and alluring individuals, most Pisces are extremely talented, but even though they are gifted in many ways, they still manage to spend most of their lives battling "confusing" conditions. Pisces is the sign symbolised by the image of two fish. Their symbol depicts one fish heading upward, the other pulling downward. This mirrors how Pisceans are frequently torn between two pathways in life, or actually do live two very different existences at the same time.

The number 2, is a very powerful number for them. This zodiac sign is acknowledged as being the Saint and the Sinner rolled into one; the trendsetter of fashion or art, the lost soul, the philosopher and the psychotic and the visionary. As a credit to them, considering their many vulnerable characteristics; Pisceans are incredibly adaptable and resilient. They are to be found leading the field in many diverse areas of life and many Pisces can be found represented amongst top business millionaires. On the other side of the coin, prisons, reform schools and all kinds of institutions statistically hold a high number of Pisceans too.

The Piscean's inner quest to explore their "ivory tower" syndrome can lead them into some most unusual and unlikely living conditions. Of all the signs of the zodiac, Pisces are the ones who end up in the most muddles over the years of their lives. They fantasize about situations, people and particularly romance - and because they spend so much time in their own form of 'fantasy land' this can catch them short in other more worldly areas. Because of this inner world of fantasy, Pisces people seldom perceive whatever is going on around them in its true light. They see life instead as they want to see it, coloring their view of the world in hues and tones far removed from its true reflection. No wonder this is the sign of both miracles and disillusionment. If you are a Pisces, be warned your emotions are a weak spot.

One thing that plays havoc with your life is romance. When things romantically are going well for you, you are on cloud nine. When romance turns sour you land in a heap. Pisces often need to take lots of holidays (or time off) to recover from life's many diverse pressures. You are the zodiac's most sensitive sign, so you need to take extra special care of yourself. Nobody can beat you up, as much as you can beat yourself up within your own mind. In your purest form you are psychic, visionary and a guiding light to all who know you. But, in your "out of tune" state, you become depressed, obsessive and confused.


iii)Aries

Your element: Fire
Your ruling planets: Mars
Symbol: The Ram
Your stone: Ruby
Life Pursuit: The thrill of the moment
Vibration: Enthusiastic
Aries Secret Desire: To lead the way for others.

Description: Aries are fire signs and those born under this element are regarded in astrology as adventurous, active and outgoing. It won't matter where you go or how remote or unusual it is - from the Outback to the Antarctic - you can be sure that an Aries has been there before you (or at the very least you will meet one along the way!) Aries is a uniquely naive sign. Although they are independent, outgoing and assertive they are also surprisingly trusting, often innocently walking into the lion's den at times. No matter what upheaval, challenge or triumph they confront - an Aries has a wonderful ability to bounce back. Their faith in life and the future remains untouched by hardship. Their gift is that they are always children at heart and the world is always a magical place for them. Many famous sports people are born under this sign. Aries is regarded as the most physical sign and because of its Mar's rulership; it is also one of the most highly charged masculine energy signs in astrology. No wonder women born under Aries are forceful, dynamic and aggressive, and as a result these Aries women frequently find themselves with dilemmas surrounding their romantic relationships. For them, a man has to be a 'real man' to deal with an Aries woman, otherwise she intimidates him. And conversely for the Aries male, a woman has to be a real woman to deal with him, because he is looking for many balancing component traits (his true feminine side) in his partner. She has to run the gamut in his support system, from the Aries man's best friend, true companion, through to his muse, and yet she must never ever answer him back!

Therefore Aries can be a confusing sign because there is a complex combination of very strong masculine and feminine expressions all combined together. Because of the male energy surrounding it, when a woman is born under Aries, it creates some of the most interesting women in the world, women who are adventurous, independent and have competitive natures. It also tends to make them very forthright.

But whether male or female, Aries people are 'doers' rather than 'talkers'. They are the impulsive, act first, ask questions or have doubts later, sign of the zodiac. That's why their lives are often filled with many dramas and sometimes even accidents! Their ability to live life close to the edge provides them with a wealth of 'real experience' to call upon. When an Aries person talks about something or somewhere they've usually done it or been there, rather than simply read about it in a book. Being active people Aries can't adapt to any kind of restriction, particularly possessive relationships. They often travel to escape any feelings of being stuck or possessed. Aries people love challenges. In fact, if everything is running smoothly, they are quite capable of going out and doing something (sometimes quite foolish) to rock the boat. Aries love to race in where angels fear to tread.


iv) Taurus

Your element: Earth
Your ruling planets: Venus
Symbol: The Bull
Your stone: Emerald
Life Pursuit: Emotional and financial security
Vibration: Determined energy
Taurus Secret Desire: To have a secure, happy and wealthy life/marriage.

Description: Underneath their cool, calm and collected exterior, Taureans differ greatly from all the other signs of the zodiac. Taureans manage to discreetly stay apart from the crowd, even though they have a well-earned reputation for being socialisers. They will let others get close, but only so close as they want them. Some claim that trying to get your point across to a Taurean, should they not want to hear you, is rather similar to talking to the trees – they simply won't budge. And, there is no such thing as an open-book Taurean. Their feelings, fears and desires often run far deeper than anyone around them would guess. Like the butterfly that chooses to remain hidden in its cocoon until it is ready and prepared to emerge, so the true Taurean spirit remains hidden behind a veneer of day-to-day activities. That's why Taureans are sometimes regarded as snobby, withdrawn, boring, or even sulky.

The truth is, when Taureans manage to operate very adequately on their own form of automatic pilot, they can switch off from the world around them very efficiently. And when they do switch off, they are actually gathering in their inner reserves to deal with the outside pressures. This sign is also very closely connected to 'feeling good'. Most Taureans like their creature comforts and hate change because it takes them out of their automatic pilot condition of separating themselves from the world around them.

Because they hate to be put in jeopardy of any kind, this is the sign that strives to create tomorrow in advance, rather than leave it to fate. In love, Taureans are regarded as extremely sensual beings. An earth sign, they deal well with the personal, physical senses and consequently all the pleasures associated with what they can see, touch, smell and taste, add up to a special delight to them. Often nature and pet lovers, Taureans are closely associated with all things off the earth and nature.


v) Gemini

Your element: Air
Your ruling planets: Mercury
Symbol: The Twins
Your stone: Aquamarine
Life Pursuit: To explore a little bit of everything.
Vibration: Intense mental energy
Gemini's Secret Desire: To be ahead of the crowd

Description: In ancient Greek mythology, Gemini's ruler - Mercury, was the light-footed messenger of the gods who darted back and forth across the heavens delivering news - which might explain why those born under the sign of the 'Twins' are always on the move; thirsty for knowledge and new experiences. Terminally curious and sometimes even mischievous, Geminis are multi-faceted souls who enjoy knowing a little bit of everything but generally not too much about one particular subject. It's just that variety is the spice of their lives!

In Astrology, Geminis have also gained the reputation of being the incessant talkers of the zodiac. Those Twins that don't have the 'gift of the gab' are usually talented writers or have a special interest in foreign languages. In love, they look for a partner who can keep up with them mentally and physically! And, to quote Oscar Wilde, "there's one thing worse than people talking about you, that's people not talking about you." Whether Geminis like it or not, people are usually "talking about them". Together with Scorpio and Virgos, they are a sign that is often discussed, dissected and sometimes even put down by the other signs of the zodiac. Sometimes this is a subtle form of jealousy by others, because Geminis do lead very unique and unusual lives. The Gemini personality can appear mysterious or detached to others and therefore they are often misunderstood and unappreciated for the talents they offer to the world at large.

Another reason Geminis evoke so much interest is many born under this sign are multi-dimensionally talented. In money matters, some Geminis are very adept and quick at making it...and spending it too. Many Geminis are involved in international financial wheeling and dealing. They love the adventure and game playing involved in out-thinking other people. Gemini's can be very haphazard about their financial affairs too, with many of them ending up in divorce courts mainly because their partners have become tired of living on the edge of a financial precipice.


vi) Cancer *mine* :P

Your element: Water
Your ruling planets: The Moon
Symbol: The Crab
Your stone: Moonstone
Life Pursuit: Constant reassurance and intimacy
Vibration: Moody
Cancer's Secret Desire: To feel safe (emotionally, spiritually, romantically and financially)

Description: Those born under the sign of Cancer, ruled by the mysterious Moon, are one of the zodiac's enigmas. It is fair to say that most Cancers are a bundle of contradictions. Compassionate and caring with friends, family and lovers, yet they can cut to the bone with their jealous remarks and ever-changing moods. Endearingly eccentric on one hand, and on the other, insecure about how others see them. Like their astrological symbol - the Crab - Cancers can appear hard and insensitive on the outside. However, for those of us who know and love a "Moon Child", we understand that deep below lies a softness and sensitivity that makes them so very special...

Just as the Moon goes through many changes as it moves from its new to full phases, Cancers too go through many new and full phases of experience. Life doesn't stand still for this sign, even if they remain in one place, because they live so much in their internal oceans of emotions. Their link with the Moon often makes it impossible for them to operate on an even keel from day to day. Up and down like the proverbial yo-yo, most Cancerians feel one way one minute, then sometimes totally different the next. But this characteristic is part of their charm.

Love and romance matter more than anything else to this sign (but this occasionally shares first place with having lots of money in the bank). No other sign romances better, equally though, no sign takes it so badly when romance turns sour either. But with their changeable natures Cancerians are fascinating, mysterious, stimulating and extremely alluring. This sign is one of the most magic of all and once their magic has reached you, they are the most beguiling companions. After all, isn't the Moon the most talked about and romantic galactic identity?


vii) Leo

Your element: Fire
Your ruling planets: The Sun
Symbol: The Lion
Your stone: Peridot
Life Pursuit: To lead the way
Vibration: Radiant Energy
Leo's Secret Desire: To be a star

Description: Love triumphs over all for this sign, which is ruled by the heart and operates from this dimension too. Leo's are born fortunate. Charismatic and positive-thinking they attract not only an abundance of friends and opportunities, but manage to survive life's stormy times with style and good humour.

Once a Lion is committed to a relationship, they are totally devoted and faithful. Should their heart or trust be broken they never forgive or forget. When a relationship breaks down (even a long standing one) they can disappear into the sunset without a backward look. Leos can cut ties, and leave others heartbroken, but usually there is a good reason why they have broken a tryst. For a Leo, when a relationship is over, really over, it is over for good. There are three levels of soul-evolution of the Leos. The highest is represented by the Sphinx; wise beyond their years and great teachers to others. The second is the Lion, King of the Jungle, ruled by ego but always protective and sustaining of those they love. The last is the Lion Cub, immature and undeveloped, frightened by anything new. These Leos cling to others (in the mode of the child not wanting to leave its mother's side).) They can't bear to be alone.

No matter what level they have attained, all Leos are trendsetters, leaders and adventurers. Their weakness is their pride. This is one sign where the saying "flattery will get you everything" applies, but be warned criticism will slam the relationship door right in your face.


viii) Virgo

Your element: Earth
Your ruling planets: Mercury
Symbol: The Virgin
Your stone: Sapphire
Life Pursuit: To do the right thing
Vibration: Compassionate and caring
Virgo's Secret Desire: To love and be loved in return

Description: Virgos are often put down badly by many astrologers and written up as being fussy and narrow-minded. But when a Virgo shines, there is practically no sign to match their inner light. An in-tune Virgo is a treat to meet. When a Virgo is confident within themselves they are the most successful, structured and creative of all the signs.

Many Virgos can be found working in the "service to others" industries, ranging from welfare work, doctors, school-teachers through to practising natural forms of healing like massage, herbal remedies etc. One of the most magical characteristics of the Virgo is no matter how many times life or romance turns sour on them, they still manage to maintain faith in others, refusing to become cynical. There is ingenuity around this sign, a kind-heartedness, which unfortunately is sometimes played upon by others for their advantage. Virgos can often become victims of relationship power-games, where they are mistreated.

Creative and sensitive, Virgos are delicate people who, like rare and special orchids, require individual treatment to fully blossom into their true unique beauty. Shy, they are happy to allow others to take centre-stage and often generate their time and energy into making those they love happy or successful.

Virgos are givers and when the chips are down and you need a friend, the one available during those testing times when you need advice or companionship the most, is likely to be a Virgo. Virgos understand human frailties better than most, because they are so deep and reflective themselves. With a Virgo in your life you have someone who understands and cares and any romance or friendship based upon these qualities is certain to be mutually rewarding.


ix) Libra

Your element: Air
Your ruling planets: Venus
Symbol: The Scales
Your stone: Opals
Life Pursuit: To be consistent
Vibration: Unsteady
Libran's Secret Desire: To live an easy, uncomplicated life.

Description: Every adolescent Libran's fantasy is to find the Prince or Princess of their dreams. As their lives unfold, the experiences, false starts, dramas, broken hearts and disillusionment they encounter seeking this personal Holy Grail, often shapes their futures in the most extra-ordinary manner. Love and love-lost makes a big difference to the Libran although their often happy-go-lucky appearance against all kinds of odds may not reveal this as fact.

Librans can switch off from the world around then and during these periods much more occurs on the deep innermost levels of the Libran's psyche, than their closest companions imagine. Many Librans after establishing a lifestyle that somehow falls short of their childhood dreams, manage to conjure up a most independent life and keep up an image of being dedicated to a "close relationship". They can escape into obscure role playing - and often this makes them extremely successful business people. When it comes to romance and love, Librans can be difficult to fathom yet in business many Librans discover they can not only be creative, but it provides an opportunity to express the more diverse sides to their personalities. Their charm can win jobs and provides powerful friends. But in both work and play, looking for peace and harmony, Librans often say "yes" when they should be saying "no".

It is a sad fact about many a Libran's personal or business lives to say - many would have faired far better had they remained alone! But for those Librans who do find their secret dream and meet up with their Prince or Princess, that's another story! You'll find them living in some exotic, distant beautiful place, probably running the local bar or restaurant, designing the beach or ski gear, looking wonderful, sipping cocktails and finding life to be the total paradise they knew it could be. What Librans always have to remember when looking to fulfil their dreams is they should never undermine their own integrity and hold out until their dreams do come true - not simply take whatever is offered.


x) Scorpio

Your element: Water
Your ruling planets: Pluto
Symbol: The Scorpion
Your stone: Topaz
Life Pursuit: To survive against all opposition
Vibration: Resilient
Scorpio's Secret Desire: To triumph

Description: Reputed to be the "most powerful" sign of the zodiac, Scorpios lead fate filled lives and have intense and dramatic personal relationships. Even as children Scorpios are often found to be wise beyond their years. Many astrologers call this the sign of the "oldest souls". Old and wise beyond the average, Scorpios often know all the answers, except sometimes; they too often have difficulty finding what they need to develop their own happiness.

Passion, desire and power go hand in hand for Scorpios. Their biggest challenge and test in life is choosing between the power of love and the love of power. Coming to grips with their extraordinary emotional depths and sensitivity isn't easy for those around them. They are different from all other zodiac signs and this difference has them walking, working and loving to a different beat. Others can often live with a Scorpio partner for years, but not really know them. Much to do with a Scorpio remains ever secret. Their eyes often blaze with feelings that words never express, and beware on the days or nights they hide their feelings behind dark glasses, there is likely to be a storm of some kind brewing. When you deal with a Scorpio you have to always deal with them on a psychic intuitive level. They often wear a mask. Too often they say "no" when they really mean "yes". They have contrary natures. Once they find true love they can be the most faithful dedicated of all partners but fall out badly with a Scorpio and you are likely to find they will never forget or forgive.

Most Scorpios are winners. The main thing they have to worry about is their attitudes, which make up their mind powers and can either make or break them. When they are negative about something or someone, or critical of themselves, they can tend to get in their own way.

Scorpios operate on three levels of soul evolvement; adding up to three distinctively different types of Scorpios. The first level is the Scorpion. This is the least evolved and most drawn toward using their powers the wrong way. The criminal element of Scorpio comes under this level. Then there is the eagle - the highflying, entrepreneurial, successful Scorpio, who seems able to rise above adversity and transform bad-times into good. Then the highest expression of this sign is the Phoenix Resurrected. These Scorpios are detached and extremely powerful. They are wise beyond their years and act as leaders and are an inspiration to others. Quite frequently a Scorpio goes through the three levels of evolvement in one lifetime - but the levels can operate out of sequence.


xi) Sagittarius

Your element: Fire
Your ruling planets: Jupiter
Symbol: The Archer
Your stone: Turquoise
Life Pursuit: To live the good life
Vibration: Overly expressive - frequent burnouts
Sagittarian's Secret Desire: To make a difference in the world

Description:Ruled by the benefic planet Jupiter, Sagittarians possess a natural exuberance, sense of adventure and love of life that makes them one of the most optimistic zodiac signs of all. Like their astrological symbol - the Archer - Sagittarians are renowned for aiming their sights towards whatever it is they find alluring - a love partner, dream job, vacation - and making it their own. They believe that anything is possible - and because of this belief system, Sagittarians are adept at seeking out their very own pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.

But sometimes trying to tie down these free-spirited individuals is frustrating for those around them. Sagittarians are happiest on the move - exploring new cultures and ideas and many are attracted to occupations related to travel, the media, outdoor work and philosophical pursuits. In love, their catch-cry is "don't fence me in". But once they find a partner who understands their need to retain their own sense of self and identity, Sagittarians can be the most big-hearted, generous and fun-loving companions of all.

Freedom loving, optimistic and honest, Sagittarians are ruled by Jupiter, the planet of abundance and higher learning. The wisdom of Jupiter imbibes Sagittarians with an inherent need to develop their own unique philosophy of life. The Centaur is their astrological symbol, and it gives many insights into the Sagittarian personality. The higher-evolved Sagittarian learns to integrate the two ends of the Centaur (half-human, half-beast) in order for their arrow (another Sagittarian symbol) of higher aspirations to be more on the mark. Although they are intellectually and spiritually advanced, Sagittarians are notorious for their lack of tact. In relationships they demand independence, but when in love, it can't be denied that they are one of the most big-hearted signs of the zodiac.


xii) Capricorn

Your element: Earth
Your ruling planets: Saturn
Symbol: The Goat
Your stone: Garnet
Life Pursuit: To be proud of their achievements
Vibration: Poweful resilient energy
Capricorn Secret Desire: to be admired by their family and friends and the world at large

Description: The sign of the high roller, Capricorn is regarded as the zodiac’s top, but also quiet, life and business achievers. But, there are two very different types of Capricorns.

The first is represented by the mountain goat, always climbing higher and higher; never content until reaching the top. The second is the garden goat, with little adventurous spirit or ambition-happy to remain within a small domain, refusing to budge unless it is pushed. Either type of Capricorn, however, is patient and persevering. They reach their goals because they know the longest journey commences with a single step and that the first step is always the most difficult.

The one thing a Capricorn must always try to do is balance work with play; otherwise they can become too one-sided and work can replace true personal emotional fulfilment. Continually climbing the eternal mountain of success, Capricornians rise to the occasion when faced with a new task or deadline. Even if something comes to a grinding halt, their ambition to reach the ultimate keeps them moving forever onwards and upwards (prompted by the strict influence of ruling planet Saturn). Although conservative and cautious, Goats are willing to try unusual approaches on their road to success in business or in love. Romantically, they desire a permanent relationship with someone who'll give them the affection they crave (and often neglect to give themselves!)

The rulership of Saturn - the planet representing responsibility, structure and hard work - ensures that Capricorns in their truest of expression, are ambitious, practical and superb organizers. Although many Capricorns are borderline workaholics, this doesn't necessarily make them dull or gloomy! They have an offbeat sense of humour, which seems to erupt at the most unexpected moments. Their motivating force in life is success, money, status, authority and - although many might not admit it - love. By nature Capricorns are cautious when entering a new love relationship, but once they feel 'safe' with their partner, the cool exterior melts away to reveal a sensitive and loyal heart beneath. As a friend, Capricorns can be relied upon to provide the strongest and most sympathetic pair of shoulders in the zodiac...



P.S. Well, everyone is unique in their own ways and all these horoscope thingys are pretty generalized so. . Don't take it too hard on urself if u don't like what u see, promise? :))
Also, if it doesn't "sound" a bit like ur own personality then don't take it too hard on urself and go commit sucide or something ><



love love love from mskimmy as always. . .
~♥ ♥ ♥~

Am I really that vulnerable?

Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in
Because it's cold outside, it's cold out side
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
Because it's cold inside, it's cold inside

And your slowly shaking fingertips
Show that you're scared like me so. . .
Let's pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don't care

Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible. . .

I was born to tell you I love you
Isn't that a song already?
I get a B in originality
And it's true I can't go on without you
Your smile makes me see clearer
If you could only see in the mirror what I see

And your slowly shaking fingertipsS
how that you're scared like me so. . .
Let's pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don't care

Tell me ,tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don?t tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible. . .

Slow down boy, you're not going anywhere
Just wait around and see
Maybe I'm much more ,you never know what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone, I can be anything
Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone, anything
I promise I can be what you need

Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
And I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible. . .


Well, I think I AM vulnerable just like "they" said. .
I'm liable to injury. .
I'm liable to hurt. .
I guess. . I AM MsFragile after all. . :)

P.S. I ♥ secondhand serenade. . :)

~♥ ♥ ♥~

What's love, Ella?

It has ever been since time began,
And ever will be, till time lose breath,
That love is a mood - no more - to man,
And love to a woman is life or death.
~ Ella Wheeler Wilcox "Blind"

~♥ ♥ ♥~

We'll be a dream. . .

Do you remember the nights
We'd stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours at anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Do you remember the nights
We made our way dreaming
Hoping of being someone big
We were so young then
We were too crazy in love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Whoa whoa
Whoa whoa
Whoa whoa

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be. . .

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream. . .


du du du du du. . .
~♥ ♥ ♥~

Old Flames Die Hard. . .

You knew in five minutes
But I knew in a sentence
You knew in five minutes
But I knew in a sentence

So why do we go through all of this again?
Your eyes are fluttering, such pretty wings
A moth, flying into the same old flame again
It never ends

It's not like I dropped the bomb
On my conscience, mom
It takes fighting day and night
To make such a good thing die

Out, everyone out, I give too much shit at home
In my heart and mind it gets me every time
So why do we go through all this shit again?

Your eyes are fluttering, such pretty wings
A moth flying into me, the same old flame again
It never ends. . .

There's only one thing to say. .

Old flames. . .die hard. .

okaythankyoubye~

~♥ ♥ ♥~