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My life might be dull and suck but it might just interest u . . :)



Thursday, December 30, 2010

BFF

In life. .
We meet many people and probably meet new people. .
People say that friends come and go but well, that's life. .
It's always about that circle. . that circle of friends. .
As people grow older or get into different stages of life, they meet new people whom are compatible with them at that stage. . That's how they get close. .
But to people, there are some friends that stick very close to their heart whatever stage they may be in. .
Those are our so called good friends, close friends and well, best friends. .

It is a common story that one can have many friends but only a few really close ones. .
Well, personally, I have many close friends and best friends. .
All which I keep very close to my heart. .
I'll always look out for their interest and wellbeing. . That's my promise. .
And. . to my bestfriend that I particularly miss, u will never be forgotten. .

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Even though we argued a little yesterday,
Today, we laugh, hug, and, embrace each other . .
Alright, let's make a promise. .
You are my best friend

Even if your worries may seem trivial,
Don't hold it in,
But share it with me. .
Promise me one more time. .

When you laugh because you're happy, it makes me happy
When you cry because you're upset, my eyes get are teary too. .

There is only one of you in this world my friend
You're my joy and my soul
I'll continue to treasure our importance
I swear to god, I love you my friend. .

I'll be your strength,
I'll always be your best friend

If you find a good movie, song or even a person. .
Make sure you share it with me and we'll share with each other. .
Let's make a promise together. .

LEt's not be stingy and buy each other meals. .
Let's make a pinky promise. .
For me, when you're not here, I feel lonely. .
For me, when you're sick, I can't sleep cause I worry about you. .

With faith and holding hands. .
No matter what, I won't be afraid
The word "frienship" may sound akward but I think that word was created to describe us, my friend. .

There is only only of you in this world, my friend. .
You're my joy and my soul. .
I'll continue to treasure our importance. .
I swear to god, I love you my friend. .
You're my life's present, my friend. .
You're my jewel. .
My miracle. .
I'll protect my appreciative heart
Once again, I swear to you god, I love you. . my friend. .
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To all my friends, I love you all. .
Additionally,
To you, I hope u're doing well, and having a better life without me. .

. <3 ~ <3 ~ <3 .

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Ho Ho Ho!!


MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!!

May u all have a great xmas and. . get all those wanted pressies. .

Remember,be nice because Santa will only reward the nice and not the naughty :)


Tuesday, December 14, 2010

I guess. . It's okay. . Even if it hurts

It's okay even if I can't see. .
It's okay even if I can't breathe. .
Only if I could see you just once. .
Only if I could give you all of my heart. .

How long more do I have to wait for the day you'll know of my feelings and heart. .
How much more tears do I have to cry. . so that my tears will dry up?

Am I hurting because I love you?
Is this a punishment for loving you too much?
Even if I had to lose everything,
As long as I have you with me, I'll be fine. .
Even if my heart gets torn and broken from loving you. .
Even if my heart were to wear out from always waiting for you. .
It's okay. . Because I love you. .
It's okay.. Even if it hurts. .

What should I do when I miss you everytime I try to turn away and forget you?
What should I do when you're my one and only everytime I try to stop myself from believing so?

Am I hurting because I love you?
Is this a punishment for loving you too much?
Even if I had to lose everything,
As long as I have you with me, I'll be fine. .
Even if my heart gets torn and broken from loving you. .
Even if my heart were to wear out from always waiting for you. .
It's okay. . Because I love you. .
Its okay. . Even if it hurts. .

Even if it became poison and thorns to me,
I can't stop my love for you. . .
I'll wait for you as long as I have to. .
Even if it hurts, I'll endure it. .
Because I love you more. .
It's okay if I cry. .
And. .
It's okay if it hurts. . .


~♥.♥.♥~

Thursday, December 9, 2010

What hurts the most. . ??

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house. .
That don't bother me. .
I can take a few tears now and then. .
And, just let them out. .

I'm not afraid to cry every once in awhile. .
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me. .
There are days every now, and again. .
I pretend that I'm okay. .
But, that's not what gets me. .

What hurts the most. .
Was being so close. .
And having so much to say. .
And, watching u walk away. .

Never knowing. . What could've been. .
And, you not seeing that loving you. .
Is what I was trying to do. .

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go. .
But, I'm doing it. .
It's hard to force a smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone. .
Still harder. . .
Getting up, getting dressed. .
Living up with this regret. .

But, if I know I could do it over. .
I would trade. .
Give away all the words that I saved in my heart. .
That I left unspoken. .

What hurts the most. .
Was being so close. .
And having so much to say. .
And, watching you walk away. .

Never knowing. . What could've been. .
And, you not seeing that loving you. .
Is what I was trying to do. .


What hurts the most????
I would say. . it's the memories. .
When u have the same way of keeping memories like the way I do, it'll just suffocate u. .
I tend to forget the bad memories easily but not the good ones. .
Good or bad?
I don't know. . .


~♥.♥.♥~