Thursday, March 31, 2011
Daily Bite - 31.3.11
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it I already know I don't deserve it But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare. . So, when will I wake up and scream "No Way! No Way! No way!" ?? But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare. . Perfect nightmare. . ~ ♥ ~
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Ugly Truth
In life, there are many ugly truths such as. .
i) Good things doesn't always go to those who wait.
ii) Karma sometimes bite the individual's ass a little too late.
iii) Life is full of ups and downs.
iv) A good person doesn't always get good returns.
v) Life is unfair.
vi) People come and go.
vii) Some people just can't get (understand) it.
viii) People often have doubts.
ix) Not everyone is given a chance to love and be loved.
x) Regrets stray in your memory and life forever.
xi) It's hard to make decisions.
xii) It's hard to communicate and get your message accross to some people.
xiii) People can feel negative feelings/emotions such as hurt and pain.
xiv) Loving is very extreme. It either makes u very happy or very hurt.
xv) People take things for granted.
But, the ugliest truth among all the ugly truths is that you were never really there. . .
~ ♥ ~
i) Good things doesn't always go to those who wait.
ii) Karma sometimes bite the individual's ass a little too late.
iii) Life is full of ups and downs.
iv) A good person doesn't always get good returns.
v) Life is unfair.
vi) People come and go.
vii) Some people just can't get (understand) it.
viii) People often have doubts.
ix) Not everyone is given a chance to love and be loved.
x) Regrets stray in your memory and life forever.
xi) It's hard to make decisions.
xii) It's hard to communicate and get your message accross to some people.
xiii) People can feel negative feelings/emotions such as hurt and pain.
xiv) Loving is very extreme. It either makes u very happy or very hurt.
xv) People take things for granted.
But, the ugliest truth among all the ugly truths is that you were never really there. . .
~ ♥ ~
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Daily Bite - 5.3.11
I learned that the person u can trust the most to be there for u whenever, wherever, and in whatever situation without fail is urself. .
Note to self:
I need to stand by what should be done and not get influenced so easily whether by u, the connection, or the emotions. .
Thing that has to be done:
i) I need to care less
ii) I need to love less . . . because u couldn't care less nor love more. . .
~ ♥ ~
Note to self:
I need to stand by what should be done and not get influenced so easily whether by u, the connection, or the emotions. .
Thing that has to be done:
i) I need to care less
ii) I need to love less . . . because u couldn't care less nor love more. . .
~ ♥ ~
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
It's been confirmed. .
it's vitiligo. .
Anyway, I have a baby rottie that is 4 and a half months old now. .
When he first came, I was uber excited to take care of him as his main owner. .
Well, lotsa responsibilities and he does test my patience a lot. .
Nevertheless, he is super smart, adorable, hyperactive, loving, and responsive. .
FYI, this is my baby lexy. . Lexy is a nick name derived from his real name, Galaxy. .
Baby Lexy on his first day at home ♥
and did i mention he is rather expressive :x
when he is cold, he rolls up into a "ball" :)

Anyway, I have a baby rottie that is 4 and a half months old now. .
When he first came, I was uber excited to take care of him as his main owner. .
Well, lotsa responsibilities and he does test my patience a lot. .
Nevertheless, he is super smart, adorable, hyperactive, loving, and responsive. .
FYI, this is my baby lexy. . Lexy is a nick name derived from his real name, Galaxy. .
btw, it's super soft too
how can u not fall for a face like that??
with his new boneeee ~
:)
he joined in the fun when we opened our CNY hampers :)
priceless :)
he is getting whiter and whiter. .
I love u lexy ♥
tall and broad :D
big boy d!
Did I mention he was super active and all. . ?
Anyway, he has an autoimmune disease which is known as vitiligo. .
I noticed strands of white fur around his body but it wasn't very obvious at first. .
Slowly by slowly, more grew and I got worried. .
I did my research and found a possibility, 'vitiligo'. .
I read it was not curable and absorbed all the info about it.
Then, I saw pics of rotties having it. .
I burst into tears.. .
Will my baby lexy be like that?
Usually vitiligo is evident only during adulthood although it might've started during the dog's childhood. .
Does that mean he will keep getting whiter and whiter til he becomes grey?
Will his nose turn pink?
Will he be affected by anything at all?
I was super worried. .
Then, Lexy was taken to the vet. .
My biggest fear came true. .
He has vitiligo. .
It is confirmed. .
Vitiligo is so rare! Probably 1 in 2 million dogs have it. .
WHY LEXY???
WHY MY BABY LEXY???
;(
It only started around a month ago and got super bad within 2 weeks. .

Both sides of his body are very white. .

Face, back, neck, body, paws, everywhere are getting whiter. .
Both sides of his body are very white. .
Face, back, neck, body, paws, everywhere are getting whiter. .
sigh. .
I hope it really wont harm him. .
But its an autoimmune disease. . Sounds terrible!
I can't get over it. .
Everyday I look at him, every time I look at him. . my heart breaks. .
How can I get over it?
If it's just physicality then it's not an issue to me. . No matter how he will look like, I will love him with all my heart forever and always. .
But will his health be affected?
And great, he needs to avoid the sun. . Less play time and running around for poor lexy. .
Sigh. .
Lexy. . why lexyy??
And to think. . .it's likely to keep getting worse. .
I love u baby lexy no matter what happens. . Forever and always ~♥
♥.♥.♥
♥.♥.♥
Thursday, February 24, 2011
More condolences. .
It's been. . 2 days?
So far there have been 98 deaths and still 226 ppl missing due to the earthquake in Christchurch. .
There have been no survivors found since yesterday afternoon. .
Sigh. .
Everyone seems to be giving up. .
Friends and family members are getting more and more distressed. .
Rescuers themselves keep trying but their hopes of finding survivors have greatly decreased. .
Sigh. .
Life is so fragile. .
Life is so unpredictable. .
One moment the closest ppl around u might just leave u suddenly. .
That's life. .
And that's exactly why we need to treasure our life and the ppl in it. .
Nevertheless, we still take it for granted until something happens. .
When will we wake up and open our eyes to treasure the ppl in our life and enjoy it to the fullest??
I can't seem to do it as well. .
I'm still devastated and upset over what has happened in Christchurch. .
My condolences to all friends and family of the earthquake victims. .
And to all the victims that did not survive it, may u all rest in peace. .
To all survivors, keep holding on. .
~ ♥ ~
So far there have been 98 deaths and still 226 ppl missing due to the earthquake in Christchurch. .
There have been no survivors found since yesterday afternoon. .
Sigh. .
Everyone seems to be giving up. .
Friends and family members are getting more and more distressed. .
Rescuers themselves keep trying but their hopes of finding survivors have greatly decreased. .
Sigh. .
Life is so fragile. .
Life is so unpredictable. .
One moment the closest ppl around u might just leave u suddenly. .
That's life. .
And that's exactly why we need to treasure our life and the ppl in it. .
Nevertheless, we still take it for granted until something happens. .
When will we wake up and open our eyes to treasure the ppl in our life and enjoy it to the fullest??
I can't seem to do it as well. .
I'm still devastated and upset over what has happened in Christchurch. .
My condolences to all friends and family of the earthquake victims. .
And to all the victims that did not survive it, may u all rest in peace. .
To all survivors, keep holding on. .
~ ♥ ~
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Condolence. .
Around lunch time on Tuesday (22nd Feb 2011), an earthquake struck Christchurch. .
It began with 1 death and there were survivors that could not contact anyone for help but knock on surfaces, cry and shout/scream to get help from the rescuers. .
Hours later, there was a confirmed death of 65 ppl and counting. .
Even survivors and passerby went into buildings after the 6.3 magnitude earthquake. .
For now, there are 75 confirmed deaths and there are rumours from certain tv stations that there are no more survivors. .
Apparently there are 300 ppl that are listed missing . .
Let us all pray that there are survivors somewhere under the rubbles that are unknown of. .
Let us all hope that this is the case. .
I hope all the survivors will all continue to hold on. .
Please let them survive this. .
My condolences goes out to the friends and family members of those who lost their loved ones. .
It began with 1 death and there were survivors that could not contact anyone for help but knock on surfaces, cry and shout/scream to get help from the rescuers. .
Hours later, there was a confirmed death of 65 ppl and counting. .
Even survivors and passerby went into buildings after the 6.3 magnitude earthquake. .
For now, there are 75 confirmed deaths and there are rumours from certain tv stations that there are no more survivors. .
Apparently there are 300 ppl that are listed missing . .
Let us all pray that there are survivors somewhere under the rubbles that are unknown of. .
Let us all hope that this is the case. .
I hope all the survivors will all continue to hold on. .
Please let them survive this. .
My condolences goes out to the friends and family members of those who lost their loved ones. .
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Daily Bite - 22.2.11
No sense of urgency. .
No sense of care shown by you. .
Makes me wanna have no sense of urgency and care as well. .
Change?
~ ♥ ~
No sense of care shown by you. .
Makes me wanna have no sense of urgency and care as well. .
Change?
~ ♥ ~
Monday, February 21, 2011
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Daily Bite - 19.2.11
To continue driving down the road, reverse, make a u-turn, stop, or find another turning??
~ ♥ ~
~ ♥ ~
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Friday, February 11, 2011
Daily Bite - 11.1.11
Feels like I'm alone when I'm in the middle of a crowd. .
Feels like I'm alone when u're actually standing in front of me. .
~ ♥ ~
Feels like I'm alone when u're actually standing in front of me. .
~ ♥ ~
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Thursday, February 3, 2011
One of the weirdest "thing" that exists. .

is that. .
People don't truly appreciate what they have until it's gone. .
It's really weird how people will die, fight, and go all out just to attain something they want. .
Then, when they've gotten it, the value of "it" drops as time goes by. .
Somehow, that something doesn't seem as important nor taken care of as properly as before. .
Is it the challenge of getting it?
Is it that feeling of "I must get it before I die" ?
Is it that ever lingering thought in peoples' heads when they set their eyes on something they want that makes people work 101% to attain it?
Why??
Why do people not appreciate what they have if they've worked so hard for it initially?
Why do people fail to see that the value of "it" does not decrease. .
Why do people fail to realize that they will regret one day when they lose that something?
This happens daily in almost everybody's life. .
Example, one saves up money to buy the Mona Lisa and excitedly hangs it up at the most magestic spot they can find in their house. For the first few days, weeks, and months, he/she looks at it everyday and admire its beauty. . Then, another few more months pass by and he/she can just walk pass his/her prized Mona Lisa without even looking at it. . One day, the Mona Lisa gets stolen and he/she regrets not admiring it when its just up there on the wall. . Now, it's nothing but a blank wall again. . No more Mona Lisa. . But, it's too late. .
Is it because people get accustomed to having that something in their life that it isn't special anymore after time passes by?
Then why was that something ever special when they didn't have it?
Or, why is that something only special after they've lost it?
Sadly, the 'something' or 'it' used categorizes almost everything one can ever desire. .
Whether a person, animal, or an item. .
The same thing happens. .
The good news is that items do not have feelings (as far as we know) but. .
The bad news is that people and animals have feelings. .
So, why wouldn't people appreciate what they have until its gone??
And why would people even die for something they want when they won't appreciate it or it won't be special anymore later on??
Food for thought. .
♥.♥.♥
Saturday, January 22, 2011
As time goes by. .
It's been a very very long time since my life plunged. .
Well, a lot of things has changed and a lot has been lost. .
Things just aren't the same anymore. .
However, I realise that. . I still miss u. .
I miss ur company and most importantly, I miss u. .
U've brought sunshine to my life and u've always been there for me no matter what. .
U trust me and u cared for me. .
U helped me and u supported me. .
I still remember those words u told me. .
It goes something like. . "I'm not one of them u can trust but I'm the only one u can trust". .
And, despite things. . I trust u. .
I will never forget the things u've done for me and I really treasure those times we spent together especially on msn, texting and the late night phonecalls. .
Also the sudden phonecalls I get from u when I complained, was over-joyed or damn upset. .
I remember one time when I was scared because there was something in my sofa! What a whimp I was. . Coward, a crybaby and all shooked up!
when I look back, I smile to all that. . It's very much kept close to my heart and cherished. .
I will not forget how u've supported the silly me that was diving head first to the ground. . And u convinced me that things will get better and that things didn't change. . U made sure I got to feel what I wanted to feel and heard what I wanted to hear. . Although, ur honesty hurts at times but u'll always be there to pick me back up when I fall no matter what. .
Thank you for being part of my life and helping me make mskimmy. . helping me make ME who I am. .
Thanks for being there when u know I'm the little weakling so vulnerable and easily emotional. .
Thanks for laughing with me when I get all over-excited or say/do stupid things. .
I hope life is treating u well and u're much, much happier without this annoying friend of urs that always need ur company and time. .
Also, I'll never forget u. . never ever. .
And as promised. . U'll forever and always be my bestest friend ever. .
~♥~♥~
Well, a lot of things has changed and a lot has been lost. .
Things just aren't the same anymore. .
However, I realise that. . I still miss u. .
I miss ur company and most importantly, I miss u. .
U've brought sunshine to my life and u've always been there for me no matter what. .
U trust me and u cared for me. .
U helped me and u supported me. .
I still remember those words u told me. .
It goes something like. . "I'm not one of them u can trust but I'm the only one u can trust". .
And, despite things. . I trust u. .
I will never forget the things u've done for me and I really treasure those times we spent together especially on msn, texting and the late night phonecalls. .
Also the sudden phonecalls I get from u when I complained, was over-joyed or damn upset. .
I remember one time when I was scared because there was something in my sofa! What a whimp I was. . Coward, a crybaby and all shooked up!
when I look back, I smile to all that. . It's very much kept close to my heart and cherished. .
I will not forget how u've supported the silly me that was diving head first to the ground. . And u convinced me that things will get better and that things didn't change. . U made sure I got to feel what I wanted to feel and heard what I wanted to hear. . Although, ur honesty hurts at times but u'll always be there to pick me back up when I fall no matter what. .
Thank you for being part of my life and helping me make mskimmy. . helping me make ME who I am. .
Thanks for being there when u know I'm the little weakling so vulnerable and easily emotional. .
Thanks for laughing with me when I get all over-excited or say/do stupid things. .
I hope life is treating u well and u're much, much happier without this annoying friend of urs that always need ur company and time. .
Also, I'll never forget u. . never ever. .
And as promised. . U'll forever and always be my bestest friend ever. .
~♥~♥~
Saturday, January 1, 2011
.2.0.1.1.
~ Photo of the Sydney Harbour Bridge taken at Circular Quay
People with a seriously slow brain like me will find it rather hard to adapt to writing 2011 instead of 2010. .
Heehee. .
Anyway, another year has passed and another year has began. .
Anyway, another year has passed and another year has began. .
This new year marks the end for some of ppl's miseries and new beginnings. .
I wish everyone out there a great year ahead filled with hope, joy, love, and happiness. .
May 2011 be a better year for everybody !
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!
~ <3 ~
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