Daily Bite - 31.3.11

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it I already know I don't deserve it But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare. . So, when will I wake up and scream "No Way! No Way! No way!" ?? But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare. . Perfect nightmare. . ~ ♥ ~

Ugly Truth

In life, there are many ugly truths such as. .

i) Good things doesn't always go to those who wait.
ii) Karma sometimes bite the individual's ass a little too late.
iii) Life is full of ups and downs.
iv) A good person doesn't always get good returns.
v) Life is unfair.
vi) People come and go.
vii) Some people just can't get (understand) it.
viii) People often have doubts.
ix) Not everyone is given a chance to love and be loved.
x) Regrets stray in your memory and life forever.
xi) It's hard to make decisions.
xii) It's hard to communicate and get your message accross to some people.
xiii) People can feel negative feelings/emotions such as hurt and pain.
xiv) Loving is very extreme. It either makes u very happy or very hurt.
xv) People take things for granted.

But, the ugliest truth among all the ugly truths is that you were never really there. . .

~ ♥ ~

Daily Bite - 5.3.11

I learned that the person u can trust the most to be there for u whenever, wherever, and in whatever situation without fail is urself. .

Note to self:
I need to stand by what should be done and not get influenced so easily whether by u, the connection, or the emotions. .
Thing that has to be done:
i) I need to care less
ii) I need to love less . . . because u couldn't care less nor love more. . .

~ ♥ ~

It's been confirmed. .

it's vitiligo. .
Anyway, I have a baby rottie that is 4 and a half months old now. .
When he first came, I was uber excited to take care of him as his main owner. .
Well, lotsa responsibilities and he does test my patience a lot. .
Nevertheless, he is super smart, adorable, hyperactive, loving, and responsive. .
FYI, this is my baby lexy. . Lexy is a nick name derived from his real name, Galaxy. .

Baby Lexy on his first day at home ♥

He has a tummy!! so adorable :))

and did i mention he is rather expressive :x

when he is cold, he rolls up into a "ball" :)

note his fur. .perfectly black and shiny. .

btw, it's super soft too

how can u not fall for a face like that??

with his new boneeee ~

:)

he joined in the fun when we opened our CNY hampers :)

priceless :)

this is how big he is now. .

tall and broad :D

big boy d!

and yet, he still has that face u can't say no to :)

Did I mention he was super active and all. . ?

Anyway, he has an autoimmune disease which is known as vitiligo. .

I noticed strands of white fur around his body but it wasn't very obvious at first. .

Slowly by slowly, more grew and I got worried. .

I did my research and found a possibility, 'vitiligo'. .

I read it was not curable and absorbed all the info about it.

Then, I saw pics of rotties having it. .

I burst into tears.. .

Will my baby lexy be like that?

Usually vitiligo is evident only during adulthood although it might've started during the dog's childhood. .

Does that mean he will keep getting whiter and whiter til he becomes grey?

Will his nose turn pink?

Will he be affected by anything at all?

I was super worried. .

Then, Lexy was taken to the vet. .

My biggest fear came true. .

He has vitiligo. .

It is confirmed. .

Vitiligo is so rare! Probably 1 in 2 million dogs have it. .

WHY LEXY???

WHY MY BABY LEXY???

;(

he is getting whiter and whiter. .

I love u lexy ♥

4 and a half months old that looks like. .

It only started around a month ago and got super bad within 2 weeks. .

Both sides of his body are very white. .

Face, back, neck, body, paws, everywhere are getting whiter. .

This is the worst of his whole body at the moment. .

sigh. .

I hope it really wont harm him. .

But its an autoimmune disease. . Sounds terrible!

I can't get over it. .

Everyday I look at him, every time I look at him. . my heart breaks. .

How can I get over it?

If it's just physicality then it's not an issue to me. . No matter how he will look like, I will love him with all my heart forever and always. .

But will his health be affected?

And great, he needs to avoid the sun. . Less play time and running around for poor lexy. .

Sigh. .

Lexy. . why lexyy??

And to think. . .it's likely to keep getting worse. .

I love u baby lexy no matter what happens. . Forever and always ~♥


♥.♥.♥

More condolences. .

It's been. . 2 days?
So far there have been 98 deaths and still 226 ppl missing due to the earthquake in Christchurch. .
There have been no survivors found since yesterday afternoon. .
Sigh. .
Everyone seems to be giving up. .
Friends and family members are getting more and more distressed. .
Rescuers themselves keep trying but their hopes of finding survivors have greatly decreased. .
Sigh. .
Life is so fragile. .
Life is so unpredictable. .
One moment the closest ppl around u might just leave u suddenly. .
That's life. .
And that's exactly why we need to treasure our life and the ppl in it. .
Nevertheless, we still take it for granted until something happens. .
When will we wake up and open our eyes to treasure the ppl in our life and enjoy it to the fullest??
I can't seem to do it as well. .

I'm still devastated and upset over what has happened in Christchurch. .
My condolences to all friends and family of the earthquake victims. .
And to all the victims that did not survive it, may u all rest in peace. .
To all survivors, keep holding on. .

~ ♥ ~

Condolence. .

Around lunch time on Tuesday (22nd Feb 2011), an earthquake struck Christchurch. .
It began with 1 death and there were survivors that could not contact anyone for help but knock on surfaces, cry and shout/scream to get help from the rescuers. .

Hours later, there was a confirmed death of 65 ppl and counting. .
Even survivors and passerby went into buildings after the 6.3 magnitude earthquake. .

For now, there are 75 confirmed deaths and there are rumours from certain tv stations that there are no more survivors. .

Apparently there are 300 ppl that are listed missing . .
Let us all pray that there are survivors somewhere under the rubbles that are unknown of. .
Let us all hope that this is the case. .
I hope all the survivors will all continue to hold on. .
Please let them survive this. .

My condolences goes out to the friends and family members of those who lost their loved ones. .

Daily Bite - 22.2.11

No sense of urgency. .
No sense of care shown by you. .
Makes me wanna have no sense of urgency and care as well. .

Change?

~ ♥ ~