U know ppl tend to say:
"good things happen to good people and bad things happen to bad people"
Well, that's bullshit. .
Only a naive little child would believe that. .
People won't remember what you've done for them but they will definitely remember what u have not done for them. .
So, in the end, u're always the devil and ur good thoughts and help will be disregarded. .
You see, in this world, people might do wrong things, take wrong turns, or always be mistaken. .
Well, if they get caught then it's goodbye to them. .
However, the main evil masterminds or just Dr Evils run lose cause they didn't get caught for their actions. .
They're sneaky little devils that know how to work their way around so that they won't get caught. . And if they do, they push the blame to some one else. .
In life especially when many relationships and ties are involved, it's always harder to know the right thing to do. .
You can never please everybody. . Well, so it seems. .
True that. .
Anyway, back to Dr Evils. .
These are the bunch of low-life people that just love to mess other ppls' live up so that they can feel better and see that their life is better than others. .
This wicked technique helps then enjoy their life at the expense of others. .
But, who is to be the hero in this?
The victim will always remain the victim as people tend to judge others too easily. .
They can hear rumours that the victim done this and that which is not true and believe it. .
However, the victims will always wait for the day that their names will be cleared. .
Wait for the day when the "others" will realize that they've had a wrong schema and made wrong judgement towards the victim(s). .
However, it's always more difficult when Dr Evil(s) continue poisoning the brains of others and not let the case rest. .
Then, the victim(s) will slowly become more insignificant. .
No matter how good a person they are, they'll be disregarded and forgotten. .
Only their REAL friends will stand by them and just silently pity them for being in such a situation. .
What can the victim do when he/she isn't given the chance to tell maybe the real story?
Maybe. . the true, uncut story. .
Well, it doesn't always work like that especially when Dr Evil(s) often take the first step to spread the poison. .
The worse part of it all is that. .
They actually do get away with it. .
WHY?
How bout the victims?
Will they be punished and put into such sorrow for something they've not done?
Why is it that they can quickly be disregarded after always doing good deeds and put others's needs and wants above their owns?
Do good things really happen to good people?
Then why is it that such a situation happens?
To make it way way worse. .
The Dr Evil(s) have been cruel and actually created toxins in order to poison the mind of others. .
Behind everything else, they do stuff. .
Stuff that others didn't see, hence agreeing that the real Dr Evils are the victims and the real victims are the Dr Evils. .
Well, it sucks like that, aye?
But, what can we do to turn things around?
At first, I thought that things like these will only happen in movies and dramas. .
You know, those moments when we (audience) get to see both side of the story and the things that has been done by the characters of the show. .
Well, after being a 3rd party "observer/viewer", we can come up with our own conclusions such as who the Dr Evil and real victim are. .
But the other characters in the show can't see that cause the evil things or the good things are done behind closed doors. . So, they see/hear only 1 side of the story. .
People like us will feel like. . "ARGH!!! Heart attack man watching this show. . "
or like "OMG!!! WTH!! SO DUMB". .
Well, we can do that because we know the truth. . The truth behind everything but the "others" in the show do not. .
So, people get victimized, used, disrespected and misunderstood so easily. .
People out there, those scenarios as explained do not only happen in movies. .
They actually occur in real life. . Well, it's unfortunate as we do not very often come across "viewers" that can see the truth and lies behind everything. .
In my life. .
I put others' needs and wants above my own. .
I'd rather suffer in silence to see a TRUE smile on the face of my loved ones. .
Not many people know what I really go through. .
Except probably a few whom know me very well. . .
I don't expect anything in return but I really do wish good things will come to good people so that everyone can just wake up and see the truth behind everything. .
Draw the curtains up and realize the truth themselves. .
Like I said, to the people whom know me very well, we shall all raise our glass to the arrival of that miraculous day where victims won't be victimized and Dr Evils will be punished or taught a lesson to improve their moral and values. .
I will wait patiently for the day where good things will happen to good people. .
Well, who knows. .
Maybe the saying that "good things come to those who wait". . might just be true. .
♥..♥..♥
Monday, November 29, 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
It's a shame to me. . but, it's a sin to u. .
Let me tell u a story. . .
A long long long long time ago. .
There was this little girl whom never cared about the world and only knew she has 2 pairs of grandparents, 1 father, 1 mother, 1 sister, and 1 brother. .
Well, she did know she had extended family members such as uncles, aunts, and cousins. .
Not the more complex ones like her mum's cousins's daughter's son and all that messy chains of relationship. .
So, she never knew she had relatives such as "granduncles" and "grandaunts". .
Well. . over at her father's side, she had supposedly granduncles and grandaunts. .
Kids never do remember ppl unless the ppl they've met before are significant to them.
As we all know, significance to a kid is such that the person is fun to play with or the person gives us presents, sweets and chocolates. .
Kids are that simple-minded. .
Anyway, back to the story. .
As a kid, she never went back to visit her dad's side of the family as her step grandma refused to carry her elder sis and bro when they were babies. . Hence, the girl's mum did not want to go back to visit on festival seasons anymore. .
Hence, the girl nor her siblings were ever carried by their step grandma. .
So anyway, as she never visited her dad's hometown til she was much older, she never knew her relatives there much except those that has put in effort to come visit as she was young. .
Well, she has very fond memories of her granduncle and grandaunt that came to visit her as a baby and even as she was growing up. .
She remembers that big (for a young kid), white teddy bear with red paws and nose that they gave to her when she was very young. .
They cared for her and her family and often takes the initiative to come down to visit whenever they can. .
That's why she can remember them and have attached feelings towards them despite never ever visiting her dad's hometown. .
Many years later, the family decided to visit her dad's hometown for a festival season. .
That was the first year she was exposed to many new faces. .
Many relatives she never ever knew she had. .
But, as the exposure was late, she didn't have much feelings attached to them. . Just that respect. .
And she never fails to smile or try to communicate to them. .
However, she was overjoyed when she met that granduncle and grandaunt that often visited her for years. .
It then became a routine to always visit that granduncle and grandaunt at least twice in the period of time they visited her dad's hometown. .
That carried on for years.. .
Many many many weeks ago, her granduncle fell down and cracked his hip bone. .
His children refused to send him to the hospital and insisted to give him HOME therapeutic massage. .
Even though it hurt like hell, he kept quiet and tried his best to stand the pain juse to please them. .
Suddenly, he fell again and this time he was admitted into a hospital. .
The doctors diagnosed a cracked hip bone and he had to stay in the hospital for a bit. .
Btw, he needed to undergo dialysis as well (had to for a year plus already)
So, to cut the story shorter. .
His condition deteriorated and he was weak as he couldn't eat much and all that, hence not being able to complete his dialysis sessions. .
His condition wasn't bad actually but his youngest daughter always insisted to send him home so he could die at home. .
Excuse me, he wasn't even near death. . He was far far far from it. .
Anyway, all his other useless children never stood for their father and let the dumbass daughter brainwash them with her psycho way. .
I personally diagnosed she has schizophrenia due to her having delusions. . (who knows this psychology student might just be right). .
So, they discharged him when they shouldn't have. .
He went home. . and a few hours later, his BP raised to 200 and was quickly re-admitted into another hospital as his crazy daughter didn't want him to be admitted into the previous hospital. .
WRONG MOVE DUMBASS!
The new hospital doesn't have a dialysis room. . OMG!! NO BRAINS. .
Then, he was still okay at first. .
a few days later, he had a mild stroke. .
During that period of time, she kept brainwashing her siblings and her mum. .
Even her eldest sister did not utilize her power to make decisions for her dad and just sat at the corner. .
Luckily, he woke up again. .
However, the fighting among family members continued and they all became pessimistic. .
They all gave up on him one by one. .
No hospitals in that town wanted to accept him for dialysis. .
It wasn't his fault. .
His children made big mistakes. . .
Nevertheless, he wasn't near death at all. .
They just couldn't see it that way. .
From what I see, it seemed that the youngest daughter wanted him dead!
She even booked to go on a holiday next month. .
That only means she wanted him dead. .
It's because if they wanted him to recover, it's a long process as they need to think of alternatives and look into sending him to other hospitals. .
It was possible to send him to other hospitals but they turned down help from their other relatives. .
They gave up on him. .
Everybody told them that he still had life!
It was darn obvious he was fighting for his life. .
Others were so concerned over it and told them not to give up. .
Motivated them. .
His youngest daughter seemed like she wanted him dead. .
His wife didn't seem to care anymore. .
His other children were demotivated and brainwashed til they didn't wanna continue fighting. .
The only ppl fighting was himself and other relatives. .
How can that be?
He fought and fought and fought. .
On the 21st November 2010, his family discharged him becauyse they didn't want to help him til' the point he deteriorated quickly. .
He had no sicknesses. .
He was just in a mild coma and couldnt' speak for himself but he kept fighting to have lasted so long. .
On the 22nd November 2010, 10 am. . He passed away in front of his dumbass daughter, his stupid daughter-in-law (she added lots of crap to demotivate them and she seemed like she wanted him dead as well), and his useless grandson. .
That girl was sad. .
On the 21st of November, she thought of him after hearing the news that he deteriorated so much and he will probably "go" soon. .
She had a bad day . .
She cried and cried and cried just thinking about it. .
However, on the 22nd of November, when she heard the news that he has passed away, she never shed any tears at all. .
She can't believe it. .
How can his own children and wife let go of him. .
And come on, he died because of????
No major illness, no major complications. .
It's cause he gave up loooking at how his children treat him. .
BTW. .
That girl is me. .
I will never ever forget my granduncle. .
I will never forgive what they've done to him. .
As distant relatives, my family and I have no say and no power to make decisions on his behalf. .
We gave them many great workable ideas. .
My parents went back to stop his children from killing him by trying to knock some sense into them. .
Well, it worked for a little while but still. .
That's what they decided in the end. .
We all know he can be saved. .
We guaranteed them that. .
They had nothign to lose. .
Nothing at all. .
But, all together, they decided to let him go. .
Why?
For his money?
I don't know. .
I don't want to know. .
What I know now is that they're inhumane. .
I've lost my dear dear granduncle. .
Just like that. .
I will never forgive them. .
It's a shame they let him go. .
It's a shame they gave up. .
It's a shame he has such children. .
But it's a sin to them. .
A BIG BIG SIN to let him go. .
They all knew he can live at least another good 8 years. .
WHY?
Now, this will haunt them for the rest of their lives and. .
Karma will bite them where it hurts most. .
That's the end of my story. .
Sorry there isn't any happy ending to it..
No one has the right to decide on someone's life or death. .
May my granduncle rest in peace. .
~ ♥♥♥ ~
A long long long long time ago. .
There was this little girl whom never cared about the world and only knew she has 2 pairs of grandparents, 1 father, 1 mother, 1 sister, and 1 brother. .
Well, she did know she had extended family members such as uncles, aunts, and cousins. .
Not the more complex ones like her mum's cousins's daughter's son and all that messy chains of relationship. .
So, she never knew she had relatives such as "granduncles" and "grandaunts". .
Well. . over at her father's side, she had supposedly granduncles and grandaunts. .
Kids never do remember ppl unless the ppl they've met before are significant to them.
As we all know, significance to a kid is such that the person is fun to play with or the person gives us presents, sweets and chocolates. .
Kids are that simple-minded. .
Anyway, back to the story. .
As a kid, she never went back to visit her dad's side of the family as her step grandma refused to carry her elder sis and bro when they were babies. . Hence, the girl's mum did not want to go back to visit on festival seasons anymore. .
Hence, the girl nor her siblings were ever carried by their step grandma. .
So anyway, as she never visited her dad's hometown til she was much older, she never knew her relatives there much except those that has put in effort to come visit as she was young. .
Well, she has very fond memories of her granduncle and grandaunt that came to visit her as a baby and even as she was growing up. .
She remembers that big (for a young kid), white teddy bear with red paws and nose that they gave to her when she was very young. .
They cared for her and her family and often takes the initiative to come down to visit whenever they can. .
That's why she can remember them and have attached feelings towards them despite never ever visiting her dad's hometown. .
Many years later, the family decided to visit her dad's hometown for a festival season. .
That was the first year she was exposed to many new faces. .
Many relatives she never ever knew she had. .
But, as the exposure was late, she didn't have much feelings attached to them. . Just that respect. .
And she never fails to smile or try to communicate to them. .
However, she was overjoyed when she met that granduncle and grandaunt that often visited her for years. .
It then became a routine to always visit that granduncle and grandaunt at least twice in the period of time they visited her dad's hometown. .
That carried on for years.. .
Many many many weeks ago, her granduncle fell down and cracked his hip bone. .
His children refused to send him to the hospital and insisted to give him HOME therapeutic massage. .
Even though it hurt like hell, he kept quiet and tried his best to stand the pain juse to please them. .
Suddenly, he fell again and this time he was admitted into a hospital. .
The doctors diagnosed a cracked hip bone and he had to stay in the hospital for a bit. .
Btw, he needed to undergo dialysis as well (had to for a year plus already)
So, to cut the story shorter. .
His condition deteriorated and he was weak as he couldn't eat much and all that, hence not being able to complete his dialysis sessions. .
His condition wasn't bad actually but his youngest daughter always insisted to send him home so he could die at home. .
Excuse me, he wasn't even near death. . He was far far far from it. .
Anyway, all his other useless children never stood for their father and let the dumbass daughter brainwash them with her psycho way. .
I personally diagnosed she has schizophrenia due to her having delusions. . (who knows this psychology student might just be right). .
So, they discharged him when they shouldn't have. .
He went home. . and a few hours later, his BP raised to 200 and was quickly re-admitted into another hospital as his crazy daughter didn't want him to be admitted into the previous hospital. .
WRONG MOVE DUMBASS!
The new hospital doesn't have a dialysis room. . OMG!! NO BRAINS. .
Then, he was still okay at first. .
a few days later, he had a mild stroke. .
During that period of time, she kept brainwashing her siblings and her mum. .
Even her eldest sister did not utilize her power to make decisions for her dad and just sat at the corner. .
Luckily, he woke up again. .
However, the fighting among family members continued and they all became pessimistic. .
They all gave up on him one by one. .
No hospitals in that town wanted to accept him for dialysis. .
It wasn't his fault. .
His children made big mistakes. . .
Nevertheless, he wasn't near death at all. .
They just couldn't see it that way. .
From what I see, it seemed that the youngest daughter wanted him dead!
She even booked to go on a holiday next month. .
That only means she wanted him dead. .
It's because if they wanted him to recover, it's a long process as they need to think of alternatives and look into sending him to other hospitals. .
It was possible to send him to other hospitals but they turned down help from their other relatives. .
They gave up on him. .
Everybody told them that he still had life!
It was darn obvious he was fighting for his life. .
Others were so concerned over it and told them not to give up. .
Motivated them. .
His youngest daughter seemed like she wanted him dead. .
His wife didn't seem to care anymore. .
His other children were demotivated and brainwashed til they didn't wanna continue fighting. .
The only ppl fighting was himself and other relatives. .
How can that be?
He fought and fought and fought. .
On the 21st November 2010, his family discharged him becauyse they didn't want to help him til' the point he deteriorated quickly. .
He had no sicknesses. .
He was just in a mild coma and couldnt' speak for himself but he kept fighting to have lasted so long. .
On the 22nd November 2010, 10 am. . He passed away in front of his dumbass daughter, his stupid daughter-in-law (she added lots of crap to demotivate them and she seemed like she wanted him dead as well), and his useless grandson. .
That girl was sad. .
On the 21st of November, she thought of him after hearing the news that he deteriorated so much and he will probably "go" soon. .
She had a bad day . .
She cried and cried and cried just thinking about it. .
However, on the 22nd of November, when she heard the news that he has passed away, she never shed any tears at all. .
She can't believe it. .
How can his own children and wife let go of him. .
And come on, he died because of????
No major illness, no major complications. .
It's cause he gave up loooking at how his children treat him. .
BTW. .
That girl is me. .
I will never ever forget my granduncle. .
I will never forgive what they've done to him. .
As distant relatives, my family and I have no say and no power to make decisions on his behalf. .
We gave them many great workable ideas. .
My parents went back to stop his children from killing him by trying to knock some sense into them. .
Well, it worked for a little while but still. .
That's what they decided in the end. .
We all know he can be saved. .
We guaranteed them that. .
They had nothign to lose. .
Nothing at all. .
But, all together, they decided to let him go. .
Why?
For his money?
I don't know. .
I don't want to know. .
What I know now is that they're inhumane. .
I've lost my dear dear granduncle. .
Just like that. .
I will never forgive them. .
It's a shame they let him go. .
It's a shame they gave up. .
It's a shame he has such children. .
But it's a sin to them. .
A BIG BIG SIN to let him go. .
They all knew he can live at least another good 8 years. .
WHY?
Now, this will haunt them for the rest of their lives and. .
Karma will bite them where it hurts most. .
That's the end of my story. .
Sorry there isn't any happy ending to it..
No one has the right to decide on someone's life or death. .
May my granduncle rest in peace. .
~ ♥♥♥ ~
Monday, November 15, 2010
Stars, stars, stars. . . *
1. . 2. . 3. .
Again. . .
1. . 2. . 3. .
Stars, I'm going crazy. .
No matter how many times I look at u, I cant see u. .
Owh baby. .
Because of the tears in my eyes. .
All because of you. .
My crying face that is reflected above the spread letters. .
Owh baby. .
I promised myself I wouldn't cry again. .
But. .I'm still crying again and again. .
What should I do?
I dont know what to do. . what to do. .
This is ME. .
I don't know why I'm going crazy like this. .
All because of you. .
It's really because of you. .
I can't do anything. .
I love you as much as the stars, stars, stars, stars
Were you ever here?
I came from afar to search for you. .
You. . You're that far shining star. .
Stars, stars, stars,
No matter what I say, I can't seem to really express myself. .
Now, I'm frustrated. .
What should I do?
No matter how many times I count, I can't see the end. .
Owh. . baby. .
I think it's because of all the memories filled in my heart. .
I. . think of you again. .
I couldn't say all the things I wanted to say. .
So, I just keep saying it to myself. .
Owh. . baby. .
I want you back. .
I want you back at my side. .
I'm pleading to you. .
Please. .
I'm pleading to you. .
To the sky. .
I send my prayers to the sky. .
The one who cares for me. .
Who??
Send him to me please. .
Stars, stars, stars. .
Tell me please. .
Talk to me. .
Is it over?
Is that how it is?
Answer me, please talk to me. .
Don't just smile at me. .
Stars, stars, stars,
I'm pleading to you. .
Even if it's only once,
Let me fly to be with my love. ..
Star, star, star. .
Star, star, star. .
I love you as much as the stars, stars, stars. .
Were you ever here?
I came from afar. . just to search for. .
You. .
You're that far shining star. .
Stars, stars, stars,
No matter what I say, I can't seem to express myself. .
I'm so frustrated now. . .
What should I do??
The main question: Am I happy? Why? How?
If answers to puzzles and problems were so easy, life would be much simpler like it should be. .
♥.♥.♥
Again. . .
1. . 2. . 3. .
Stars, I'm going crazy. .
No matter how many times I look at u, I cant see u. .
Owh baby. .
Because of the tears in my eyes. .
All because of you. .
My crying face that is reflected above the spread letters. .
Owh baby. .
I promised myself I wouldn't cry again. .
But. .I'm still crying again and again. .
What should I do?
I dont know what to do. . what to do. .
This is ME. .
I don't know why I'm going crazy like this. .
All because of you. .
It's really because of you. .
I can't do anything. .
I love you as much as the stars, stars, stars, stars
Were you ever here?
I came from afar to search for you. .
You. . You're that far shining star. .
Stars, stars, stars,
No matter what I say, I can't seem to really express myself. .
Now, I'm frustrated. .
What should I do?
No matter how many times I count, I can't see the end. .
Owh. . baby. .
I think it's because of all the memories filled in my heart. .
I. . think of you again. .
I couldn't say all the things I wanted to say. .
So, I just keep saying it to myself. .
Owh. . baby. .
I want you back. .
I want you back at my side. .
I'm pleading to you. .
Please. .
I'm pleading to you. .
To the sky. .
I send my prayers to the sky. .
The one who cares for me. .
Who??
Send him to me please. .
Stars, stars, stars. .
Tell me please. .
Talk to me. .
Is it over?
Is that how it is?
Answer me, please talk to me. .
Don't just smile at me. .
Stars, stars, stars,
I'm pleading to you. .
Even if it's only once,
Let me fly to be with my love. ..
Star, star, star. .
Star, star, star. .
I love you as much as the stars, stars, stars. .
Were you ever here?
I came from afar. . just to search for. .
You. .
You're that far shining star. .
Stars, stars, stars,
No matter what I say, I can't seem to express myself. .
I'm so frustrated now. . .
What should I do??
The main question: Am I happy? Why? How?
If answers to puzzles and problems were so easy, life would be much simpler like it should be. .
♥.♥.♥
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Can You Hear Me ??
Even though it hurts but a little,
Tears form. .
My heart screams out. .
If I passed in front of you, or even just beside you. .
You were my whole world,
I want only you. .
But I can't breathe when I'm in front of you. .
As if you weren't my destiny,
As if this was just a fleeting moment. .
Next to you, who just let me go so easily,
I go closer to you, step by step. .
Although, I can't move at all. ..
You make me restless,
You make me cry. . .
Like a fool,
Like a child. . .
I would want to just laugh it off instead. . .
The closer I get to you,
Although. . I get more scared,
I guess. . .
I can't stop this love. . .
Why is it just my love that is late?
Why is it just my love that is hard?
Although I'm right in front of you,
Although I'm right beside you. .
You were my whole world,
I see only you. .
But when I'm in front of you,
I always look away. .
As if you were my last,
As if you were my very last moment. .
Next to you, who just let me go so easily. . .
I go closer to you again, step by step. .
Although, I can't move at all. .
You make me restless,
You make me cry..
Like a fool,
Like a child. . .
I would really want to just laugh it off instead. .
The closer I get to you,
Although. . I get more scared. .
I guess. .
I can't stop this love. .
If even from a long distance,
I could look upon you. .
That's what you'll call. . love
If perhaps this yearning. .
This longing. .
When it sounds. . when it touches. .
Please just act like you didn't know. .
Although the closer I get to you, I get more scared. .
I guess. .
I can't stop this love. .
Can you hear me cry myself to sleep?
Can you hear the little soft sobs as tears fall down for no obvious reasons?
It's been a long time since I cried myself to sleep. .
Some things just don't change. .
Emotional creatures like me will always remain an emotional creature. .
~ ♥ ~
Tears form. .
My heart screams out. .
If I passed in front of you, or even just beside you. .
You were my whole world,
I want only you. .
But I can't breathe when I'm in front of you. .
As if you weren't my destiny,
As if this was just a fleeting moment. .
Next to you, who just let me go so easily,
I go closer to you, step by step. .
Although, I can't move at all. ..
You make me restless,
You make me cry. . .
Like a fool,
Like a child. . .
I would want to just laugh it off instead. . .
The closer I get to you,
Although. . I get more scared,
I guess. . .
I can't stop this love. . .
Why is it just my love that is late?
Why is it just my love that is hard?
Although I'm right in front of you,
Although I'm right beside you. .
You were my whole world,
I see only you. .
But when I'm in front of you,
I always look away. .
As if you were my last,
As if you were my very last moment. .
Next to you, who just let me go so easily. . .
I go closer to you again, step by step. .
Although, I can't move at all. .
You make me restless,
You make me cry..
Like a fool,
Like a child. . .
I would really want to just laugh it off instead. .
The closer I get to you,
Although. . I get more scared. .
I guess. .
I can't stop this love. .
If even from a long distance,
I could look upon you. .
That's what you'll call. . love
If perhaps this yearning. .
This longing. .
When it sounds. . when it touches. .
Please just act like you didn't know. .
Although the closer I get to you, I get more scared. .
I guess. .
I can't stop this love. .
Can you hear me cry myself to sleep?
Can you hear the little soft sobs as tears fall down for no obvious reasons?
It's been a long time since I cried myself to sleep. .
Some things just don't change. .
Emotional creatures like me will always remain an emotional creature. .
~ ♥ ~
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
How many times can I break til' I shatter??
In a way, I need a change from this burnout scene
Another time. .
Another town. .
Another everything. .
But it's always back to u. .
Stumble out, in the night from the pouring rain
Made the block,
Sat and thought. .
There's more I need. .
It's always back to u. .
But I'm good without u. .
Yea, I'm good without u. .
How many times can I break til' I shatter?
Over the line, can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around. .
Give me a break, let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered
I always. . .turn the car around. .
I had no idea. .
That the night would take so damn long
Took it out, on the street while the rain still falls. .
Push me back to u. ..
But I'm good without u. .
Yea, I'm good without u. .
How many times can I break til' I shatter?
Over the line, can't define what I'm after. .
I always turn the car around. .
Give me a break, let me make my own pattern. .
All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered..
I always. . turn the car around. .
No. .
Don't wanna turn that car around. .
I gotta turn this thing around. .
~ ♥ ~
Another time. .
Another town. .
Another everything. .
But it's always back to u. .
Stumble out, in the night from the pouring rain
Made the block,
Sat and thought. .
There's more I need. .
It's always back to u. .
But I'm good without u. .
Yea, I'm good without u. .
How many times can I break til' I shatter?
Over the line, can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around. .
Give me a break, let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered
I always. . .turn the car around. .
I had no idea. .
That the night would take so damn long
Took it out, on the street while the rain still falls. .
Push me back to u. ..
But I'm good without u. .
Yea, I'm good without u. .
How many times can I break til' I shatter?
Over the line, can't define what I'm after. .
I always turn the car around. .
Give me a break, let me make my own pattern. .
All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered..
I always. . turn the car around. .
No. .
Don't wanna turn that car around. .
I gotta turn this thing around. .
~ ♥ ~
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