Another heaven. . .

You replaced, this moment. . the emptiness of my life. . .
The question suddenly found and answer, understood without explanations. . .

Your smile is a secret code. .
I would never have dreamt of going through all the joys we had. .
I want to forever halt time at this moment. . .

You brought into my life, colours. . again ~

It's you who guided me to find another heaven
Another heaven far more beautiful than I ever imagined
This heaven we can both hug and carry together, feels like a dream as it's filled with endless joy

I believe you're my "another heaven"
The love you gave to me is soooo pure. .
Because of u, this heaven exists and love is a straight road there. .
Because of u, this heaven exists. . I only want to accompany u by ur side. .

I wait. .
For the excitement of meeting again the next moment. .
Loving you more and more everyday. .
Impatience when waiting to see u is all that I felt. .

Because of u, all of my life turns to the same page, same channel . .
The page and channel where I feel happiness in my life. .
And this happiness is having u. . .
Honestly, I'm so insignificant in this world. .
But. . loving u is the the most imperative thing among everything else. .

I want to carefull read and wait for our tomorrow. .
In this heaven of mine u brought me to. .
Where u're my "another heaven". .

♥ . ♥ . ♥

What if. . There is no IF in love?

What if I said that there's no IF in loving me?
If you let the chance pass, there wouldn't be another. .
Would you be upset?
If IF was used as an excuse. .
Wouldn't that be a little feeble?

What if I said that there's no IF in loving me?
If you really love me, then take the risk and seize the chance. .
What are you still thinking about? What are you still afraid of?
Hurry. .
Come, take my hand. .

Someone once said. . The greatest distance in this world is not life and death. .
But. . It's when I'm standing in front of you but you don't know that. . I love you.

I always say. .
If people have to always hold themselves back even when they love someone, then the end of the world is here already.
There is no need to wait for the Earth's destruction. .

What if I said that there's no IF in loving me?
If you let the chance pass, there wouldn't be another. .
Would you be upset?
If IF was used as an excuse. .
Wouldn't that be a little feeble?

What if I said that there is no IF in loving me?
If you really love me, then take the risk and seize the chance. .
What are you still thinking about? What are you still afraid of?
Hurry. . .
Come. .
Take my hand. . .


~.x.o.~

Old Is Gold. . .

I miss the old timess. .
Times when we can just hang around and talk all night long about crappy stuff and plain rubbish. .
Times when we just tell each other about our life, our childhood, and just any memories we have. .
Times when u're just sooo sweet and caring. .
Times when we just share out opinions and thoughts. . Little arguments at times but. . owh well. .
Times when we teach each other stuff. .
Times when u say the oddest things which doesn't makes sense and makes me laugh cause of how silly u are. .
Times when u just tell me how u actually feel and what's on that mind of urs. .
Times when u share ur problems with me. .
Times when we were both there for each other. .
Times when u encouraged me even though I was giving up on work or stuff. .
Times when we just spend time with one another, getting to know each other better. .
Or. . just times when we are with one another whether physically or not. . .

I miss the old times. .
I miss the old U. .
Unless maybe it's me that has changed and became MORE impatient, easily agitated, or just over-sensitive. .
I'm sure I AM impatient, easily agitated, and overly sensitive. .

But. .
I miss the old U still. . .
What happened ??
I know people say, shit happens. .
Life is a big B. . .
But. .
It goes one. .

Kimmy is gonna try make the better out of it. .
I hope it'll work out. .
Patience is a virtue. . Well, at least it is to me. . .

:)

~.x.o.~

Hold Back?

Sometimes. .
I get over-excited!
I just want to give give give and want some sayang and manja. . love and care. .

But. .
What's the equilibrium of it?
What is the mid-point that cuts off going overboard and doing too little?

I just want to be who I am. .
I just want to feel free and be free. .
I just want to love, hopefully be loved back in return, and just be the best I can be for people whom are in my heart and around me. .


So, what would be my best equilibrium point to make me the best I can be??

xo-s

How Does It Feel Like. . ?

How does it feel like to be in love. . ?
I can't really remember how it is supposed to taste like. .

Why is it that I become a totally uncontrollable person when I'm in love?
Why is it that love makes people so silly. . So irrational. . so dumb?
Is the power of love that strong?

Why is it that everytime it doesn't seem right continuing but u can't let go?
It's like I don't have the courage to just stop it right there and go on with life. .
I think it's cause I'm in love..
Or is it because I'm just scared of regrets?

In first place, I am not confident in GUYS anymore. .
How much can a guy love a girl?
Will that love be true?
Will he be sincere?
Does he really love u and is sincere or its just a face?
Will he keep to his promises?
Can u trust what he says?
Can u believe that he will be THE ONE and will always love u like he claimed he will?

Don't say u love me unless u mean it. . or. . I might do something stupid like believing it. .
I don't know anymore. .
I can't put myself to trust a guy and what he says. .
I'm too vulnerable. .
Sometimes, when it seems that I've "recovered". . .
Disappointments will just hit me. . slap me left and right. .
And I'll fall deeper and deeper than where I was at previously. .

So. .
How does it really feel like to fall in love?
Aren't people in love supposed to be happy together no matter what?




"True love is like ghosts. . everyone talks about it but few have seen it"
xo-s

Is there something more?

I lie awake again. .
My body's feeling paralysed.
I can't remember when,
I didn't live through this disguise.
The words you said to me,
They couldn't set me free
I'm stuck here in this life I didn't ask for

There must be something more. .
Do we know what we're fighting for?
Breathe in. . . Breathe out. .
Breathe in. . .Breathe out. .

And all these masks we wore,
We never knew what we had in store
Breathe in. . .Breathe out
Breathe in. . .Breathe out. . .

The storm is rolling in
The thunder is loud, it hurts my ears. . .
I'm paying for my sins,
And it's gonna rain for years and years

I fooled everyone. . and now, what will I become?
I have to start this over. .
I have to start this over. .

There must be something more. .
Do we know what we're fighting for?
Breathe in. . .Breathe out
Breathe in. . .Breathe out. . .

And all these masks we wore,
We never knew what we had in store. .
Breathe in. . .Breathe out. . .
Breathe in. . .Breathe out. . .

I fooled everyone. . and now, what will I become?
I have to start this over. .
I have to start this over. .

There must be something more. .
Do we know what we're fighting for?
Breathe in. . Breathe out
Breathe in. . Breathe out. . .

All all these masks we wore,
We never knew what we had in store. .
Breathe in. . Breathe out. .
Breathe in. . .Breathe out. .
There must be something more. .
Breathe in. . Breathe out
Breathe in. . Breathe out. . . . . .
There must be something more ~

11 Roses & 1 Fake Rose

The story of the 11 roses and 1 fake rose. . .
amusing. .
corny. . ?
very very touching. .
sincere. . .
sweet. . .

The hidden meaning behind it. . ?

"I will love u til' the very last rose dies"

As the last rose (fake rose) will never die. .
It only means that "I will love u forever". .