How Does It Feel Like. . ?

How does it feel like to be in love. . ?
I can't really remember how it is supposed to taste like. .

Why is it that I become a totally uncontrollable person when I'm in love?
Why is it that love makes people so silly. . So irrational. . so dumb?
Is the power of love that strong?

Why is it that everytime it doesn't seem right continuing but u can't let go?
It's like I don't have the courage to just stop it right there and go on with life. .
I think it's cause I'm in love..
Or is it because I'm just scared of regrets?

In first place, I am not confident in GUYS anymore. .
How much can a guy love a girl?
Will that love be true?
Will he be sincere?
Does he really love u and is sincere or its just a face?
Will he keep to his promises?
Can u trust what he says?
Can u believe that he will be THE ONE and will always love u like he claimed he will?

Don't say u love me unless u mean it. . or. . I might do something stupid like believing it. .
I don't know anymore. .
I can't put myself to trust a guy and what he says. .
I'm too vulnerable. .
Sometimes, when it seems that I've "recovered". . .
Disappointments will just hit me. . slap me left and right. .
And I'll fall deeper and deeper than where I was at previously. .

So. .
How does it really feel like to fall in love?
Aren't people in love supposed to be happy together no matter what?




"True love is like ghosts. . everyone talks about it but few have seen it"
xo-s