It'll come. . only if u believe :)

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believeIn this time of fear

When prayers so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't (always happen) when you ask
(Oh)
And it's easy to give in to your fears
(Oh...Ohhhh)
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way straight throught the rain
A small but still resilient voice
Says hope is very near
(Ohhh)

There can be miracles
(Miracles)
When you believe
(Lord, when you believe)
Though hope is frail
(Though hope is frail)
It's hard to kill
(Hard to kill, Ohhh)

Who knows what miracles,you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
(somehow,somehow, somehow)
somehow you will
You will when you believe

You will when you
You will when you believe
Just believe...in your heart
Just believe
You will when you believe~

♥ ♥ ♥

All my secrets ~ *shhh*

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til' all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My god, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
Imma tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away,
All my secrets away. . .

~♥ ♥ ♥

Thank u for. ..

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby

You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through. . through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me. . .


Thank u :)
~♥ ♥ ♥

Come and Don't Go. .

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on, turned up so loud

That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

You don't know what it's like, to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark

To be kicked, when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

When no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more

Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With the big fake smiles and stupid lies

Well deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark

To be kicked, when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

When no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face

And no one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work it was always there

You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

When no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

When no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life. .

Life is never easy to live. .

But some are just blessed more than others.

Some have more luck than others. .

My life?

I don't know. . It's pretty good on the surface. .

Ups and downs. .

I just hope it'll get better :)

"They" tell me it will. .

I know it will just because "they" told me so. .

We'll see!

2010! It's gotta start getting better again :))

♥ ♥ ♥

xo-s

Anything is possible. .

It's funny how we never know what's gonna happen next. .
A thrill?
Possibly.. .
Lost signs and directions?
Perhaps. .

But one thing for sure, anything can happen.
Never say never.

The one thing u thought will never happen, might actually happen one day. .
As weird as it is, it's true. .
shit happens and so do miracles. .

Good or bad? I don't know. .
Somethings are better left untold or unspoken for the better of those who we care about very much. .
If it happens, it happens. .

So,
to make it happen or not?
That is the question.

♥ ♥ ♥

Did it or does it even matter?

It starts with. . .

One thing,
I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind,
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time

All I know. .
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal

Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how

I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)

Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me

In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter. . .



Does it?
Really?
Really really?
Does it even matter after I've tried so hard, got so far and pushed as far as I can go?
Iono. .
Do you know?


♥ ♥ ♥ from mskimmy ~

Masked. ..

Someone special once told me that if one's happiness is dependent on another person's happiness, people put on masks. .

People that depend and people that are being depended on. .

I am both of them. .
My happiness is dependent on others. .
Hence, I am the person that depends. .
Also, since I depend, I put on a mask if other people's happiness is dependent on mine. .
I want to see them happy so I have to be happy. .
Then, seeing them happy makes me happy therefore going back to me being the person whom happiness depends on another one's happiness. .
I'm an "all-rounder" in this game I guess. .
Special? Probably in a silly way. .

Which one are u?

♥.♥.♥

I will follow you into the dark. . will you?

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
'cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the No's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark



I definitely will. . and I will always be there, around. . .
What bout u ?
♥

It's not easy to be me. .

I can’t stand to fly

I am that naive

I’m just out to find

The better part of me



I’m more than a bird…

I’m more than a plane

I'm more than some pretty face beside a train

It’s not easy to be me.



I wish that I could cry

Fall upon my knees

Find a way to lie

About a home I’ll never see



It may sound absurd…but don’t be naive

Even Kimmy have the right to bleed

I may be disturbed…but won’t you concede

Even Kimmy have the right to dream

And it’s not easy to be me.



Up, up and away…away from me

Well it’s all right…You can all sleep sound tonight

I’m not crazy…or anything…



I can’t stand to fly

I am that naive

Kimmy wasn't meant to ride

With clouds between her knees



I’m only a girl with red rosy cheeks

Digging for kryptonite on this one way street

Only a girl who doesn't know anything

Looking for special things inside of me

inside of me ...... inside of me ...ya inside of me... inside..of me



I’m only a girl with red rosy cheeks

I’m only a girl looking for a dream

I’m only a girl who doesn't know anything



It’s not easy ... wu.. hoo.. hoo..

It’s not easy to be.. me...

OB Presentation ~

Ready up, ready up!!!!

I've got an OB presentation later. I'll be touching on Expectancy Theory. .
woooooooooo!


I think I'm ready!!
Bring it on :D

I hope my classmates will participate though ><


Come on kimmy, u can do it :)

From my 'The Best Motivation' video :
If u have never failed, u have never lived. .
life = risks

Are those risks worth taking?
Go figure. .

xo-s